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                                                                 FALL 2020

                               Who Is
                               the Class
                               of 2024?
                               Ten first-years share
                               admissions essays that
                               reveal dreams undaunted

In This Issue:

HARROWING TALES OF ADVENTURE            WHAT’S KEEPING US OUT OF
FROM A LONGTIME NATIONAL                SELF-DRIVING CARS? HINT: IT HAS
GEOGRAPHIC CONTRIBUTOR                  NOTHING TO DO WITH TECHNOLOGY

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They’re Back!
With unflagging enthusiasm and fearless spirit,
students returned to UConn campuses after
five months of pandemic-dictated exile. About
5,800 students moved into residence halls
at Storrs and Stamford, where they began to
blithely juggle Covid-19 testing and quaran-
tining along with their online and in-person
classes. All told, this fall has 33,500 students
enrolled as Huskies, including for the first
time 500 who are taking UConn classes at
two universities in China.

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Art Alfresco
UConn Avery Point hosted Open Air by Night exhib-
its this summer and fall, which drew film and video
submissions from artists not just in Connecticut,
but around the world — likely because so few art
galleries and museums are presenting new exhibi-
tions during the pandemic. “It’s one of those Covid
silver linings exceeding our own ambitions and
expectations,” says Charlotte Gray, curator of the
Alexey von Schlippe Gallery at Avery Point. Shown
are videos by Benthaus Studios projected onto the
lighthouse.

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                                                                                                 UConn Magazine                                                             FROM THE EDITOR
      Who Is                                                                                     VOL. 21 NO. 3
      the Class
                                                                                                 UConn Magazine is produced three times
      of 2024?                                                                                   a year (Spring, Summer, and Fall) by
                                                                                                 University Communications, University
                                                                                                 of Connecticut.

                                                                                                 Editor Lisa Stiepock

                                                                                                 Art Director Christa Yung

                                                                                                 Photographer Peter Morenus

                                                                                                 Contributing Photographer Sean Flynn

                                                                                                 Student Worker Sarah Negron ’20 (CLAS)

                                                                                                 Class Notes Grace Merritt

                                                                                                 Copy Editor Gregory Lauzon
                                     16                                     22              32   Web Designers Christine Ballestrini
                                                                                                 ’03 (SFA), Yesenia Carrero, Kathleen
                                                                                                 (McIntyre) Cosma ’14 (SFA)

                                                                                                 University Communications
                                                                                                 Vice President for Communications
    FEATURES                                                       SECTIONS                      Tysen Kendig
                                                                                                                                                                              Scott Wallace interviewing explorer and indigenous-rights activist Sydney Possuelo while on
                                                                                                                                                                              assignment for National Geographic in the depths of the Brazilian rainforest, 2002.
                                                                                                 Associate Vice President for Creative
                                                                                                 Strategy & Brand Management
                                                                                                 Patricia Fazio ’90 (CLAS), ’92 MA                                         INSPIRATION
    16   WHO IS THE CLASS OF 2024?                                 1                                                                                                       I remember so clearly how much it meant to me to hear the stories my journalism
         UConn’s Class of 2024 is already iconic for reasons its                                                                                                           professors told of their lives on the job, how it motivated me to get out there and file
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         members would prefer to forget. But their admissions                                                                                                              stories of my own. One such professor worked on the sports desk at the Milwaukee
                                                                   Lighthouses and art,          Email: uconnmagazine@uconn.edu.
         essays ­— submitted shortly before “Covid” and                                          Letters to the editor and other comments                                  Sentinel. I have him to thank for my student job on the copy desk there, which felt
                                                                   folk music and social
         “pandemic” became part of our daily lexicon — are a                                     are welcome. Send address changes to                                      heady at the time, despite being mostly a matter of taking bowling scores over the
                                                                   work, Blackademics and
         reminder of dreams undaunted. Here are excerpts                                         UConn Foundation Records Department,                                      phone from 10 p.m. to 2 a.m. (people in Milwaukee get really excited about bowling
                                                                   Twitter, American Sign
         from 10 of our favorites.                                                               Unit 3206, 2390 Alumni Drive, Storrs, CT                                  scores).
                                                                   Language, Confederate
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                                                                   statues, and more.                                                                                         The students who have worked with us at this magazine describe similar motiva-
                                                                                                                                                                           tion from UConn professors, among them Scott Wallace — whose writing, photogra-
                                                                                                                                                                           phy, and videography on the environment, vanishing cultures, and places of conflict
    22   FOR SCOTT WALLACE, REMOTE LEARNING                        36                            Cover Illustrations by Katie Carey
                                                                                                 Snap! Sean Flynn, Peter Morenus
                                                                                                                                                                           across the globe have appeared everywhere from CBS News, The Guardian, and The
         MEANS GETTING OFF THE BEATEN PATH                                                                                                                                 New York Times to Harper’s, Vanity Fair, and National Geographic.
                                                                   UCONN NATION                  Table of Contents Katie Carey, Scott
         The photographer and National Geographic contributor                                                                                                                 Camila Vallejo ’19 (CLAS), one of those students who used to work for us and
                                                                   Alums talk doing good         Wallace, Curt Merlo, Katie Carey
         shares with us some of the hard-won wisdom he imparts                                                                                                             who graduated to NPR, found Wallace an especially inspirational and effective jour-
                                                                   with good coffee; the         From the Editor Nicolas Reynard
         to UConn’s lucky journalism students. By Lisa Stiepock                                                                                                            nalism professor. “He focused less on giving you assignments just to fulfill a syllabus
                                                                   battle against human
         Photographs by Scott Wallace                                                                                                                                      and more on improving your writing with every draft,” she says. “As a seasoned
                                                                   trafficking; the power
                                                                   of hands-on play;                                                                                       features writer and war correspondent, he highlighted the good as well as the raw
                                                                   amplifying Black and                                                                                    truth behind being a reporter — the adrenaline, the trauma, and more.”
                                                                   Brown voices; and                                                                                          It’s clear what Wallace brings to his students. In turn, he says, they remind him
    32   IN THE DRIVER’S SEAT                                      fending off heckling                                                                                    how much the profession of journalism matters.
         What’s keeping us out of self-driving cars? Hint: The     penguins. Plus Class
                                                                                                 The University of Connecticut complies with all applicable federal
                                                                                                 and state laws regarding non-discrimination, equal opportunity and           “I see the enthusiasm with which they do their assignments and their work. The
                                                                                                                                                                           questions they raise and the topics they decide to tackle are really surprising, really
                                                                                                 affirmative action and does not discriminate on the basis of race,
         answer has nothing to do with technology. By Eli          Notes, Tom’s Trivia,          color, national origin, disability, sex, age or other legally protected
                                                                                                 characteristics in all programs and activities and supports all state
         Freund ’14 (CLAS)                                         and more.                     and federal laws that promote equal opportunity and prohibit dis-         innovative. These students are not empty vessels that you’re trying to fill; they come
                                                                                                 crimination, including the provision of reasonable accommodations
                                                                                                 for persons with disabilities. To request an accommodation or for
                                                                                                 questions related to the University’s non-discrimination policies,
                                                                                                                                                                           with lots of ideas and enthusiasm.” Wallace also is a 2020–21 fellow at the UConn
                                                                                                 please contact: Title IX Coordinator, Office of Institutional Equity;
                                                                                                 241 Glenbrook Rd., Unit 4175; Storrs, CT 06269; Phone: (860) 486-
                                                                                                                                                                           Humanities Institute and a faculty affiliate of El Instituto: UConn’s Institute of
                                                                                                 2943; equity@uconn.edu (non-discrimination policies); ADA Case
                                                                                                 Manager, Department of Human Resources; 9 Walters Ave., Unit              Latina/o, Caribbean, and Latin American Studies.
                                                                                                                                                                           Find out more starting on page 22.
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                                                                                                                                                                          LETTERS
                                                                                                                                                                          The overwhelming number of letters we received last issue were on the topic of slavery repa-
                                                                                                                                                                          rations and public policy professor Thomas Craemer’s “new math.” The issue is complex, and,
                                                                                                                                                                          accordingly, so were the comments you sent. I share a few representative letters here, edited for
                                                                                                                                                                          clarity and length, and you can find the rest on our website. We welcome all feedback; the dis-
                                                                                                                                                                          course is vital.
                                                                                                                                                                          Please email me at lisa.stiepock@uconn.edu or post on our website at magazine.uconn.edu.

                                                                                                                                        The New Reparations Math                             Flashback                                    movement: “This is our conclusion:
                                                                                                                                        ➼ Has anyone counted the cost of                     ➼ My husband is the UConn grad, but          Our nation is moving toward two soci-
                                                                                                                                        LBJ’s programs, made specifically to                 I am the faithful reader of your mag-        eties, one black, one white — separate
                                                                                                                                        rebalance Black life? Caucasians and                 azine. The summer issue did not fail         and unequal.”
                                                                                                                                        Asians denied a college entrance for                 me: “Flashback” brought tears to my          Elizabeth Cooke, via our website
                                                                                                                                        the place of another minority? About                 eyes. Howard Goldbaum wrote of the
                                                                                                                                        360,000 Northern soldiers died for the               coalition of antiwar and Black Power          Light-Years Away
                                                                                                                                        war that emancipated slaves. Repara-                 protests in 1969. I ask your readers to      ➼ Thanks for bringing back such fond
                                                                                                                                        tions were made for the sin of slavery.              research the 1968 Kerner Commission          memories of my days at UConn during
                                                                                                                                        Why do some say it is not enough?                    on racial disorder and social division       these trying times. #BleedBlue
                                                                                                                                        Ernest Cote, via our website                         to see some of the roots of today’s BLM      Pat Grondin, via our website

                                                                                                                                        ➼ Craemer points out that the pur-
                                                                                                                                        pose of a reparations calculation is
                                                                                                                                        to emphasize the magnitude of the
                                                                                                                                        injustice, the unrecompensed labor of
                                                                                                                                        generations of slaves who built the U.S.
                                                                                                                                        economy, rather than demand cash
                                                                                                                                        be repaid now. Despite many years at
                                                                                                                                        elite educational institutions, I was
                                                                                                                                        not taught basic facts about American
                                                                                                                                        systemic racism, though I was vividly
                                                                                                                                        educated when young about the Nazi
                                                                                                                                        era by teachers who were survivors of
                                                                                                                                        the camps. It’s crucial that we learn the
                                                                                                                                        truth of our history, because it shapes
                                                                                                                                        our present and future — the present
                                                                                                                                        and future of all of us.
                                                                                                                                        Deborah Marks, via our website

                                                                                                                                        ➼ Who will pay reparations, everyone
                                                                                                                                        or just slaveowners? What value will
                                                                                                                                        be given for those who fought in the
                                                                                                                                        Civil War? Let’s heal ancient wounds                   KUDOS
          ON CAMPUS
                                                                                                                                        and move on as a nation.
                                                                                                                                        Dwight Jones, via our website                        Hall of Fame field hockey coach Nancy Stevens, the winningest coach in NCAA field
    GOLDEN EGGS                                                                                                                                                                              hockey history, retired as head coach of the Huskies after 30 years. Stevens finishes
    Kumar Venkitanarayanan wants to feed the world — with chickens raised without antibiotics. This poses challenges, explains          ➼ As a Jesuit high school educator,                  her career with an all-time record of 700-189-24, and as the only coach in the history
    the animal science professor and associate dean of CAHNR, in keeping birds healthy, production high, and waste generation low       I feel that enlightening each student                of the sport to reach the 700-win plateau. Under her guidance, the Huskies appeared
    — for environmental reasons. “Poultry meat is projected to be a major source of protein for the increasing human population,        (and American) with these numbers                    in 24 NCAA tournaments; reached 18 NCAA quarterfinals and 10 NCAA semifi-
    which is projected to be 10 billion by 2050,” says Venkitanarayanan. “The broiler industry has been able to reach high levels of    and historical facts that are, unfortu-              nals; won 19 Big East tournament titles and 19 Big East regular season titles; and
    production through selective breeding and by using antibiotics as growth promoters. We are not sure how phasing out antibiotic      nately, left out of history books is vital           produced 50 first team All-Americans. Stevens led the Huskies to a No. 1 national
    growth promoters will affect the sustainability of the industry, especially to meet future demand for the increasing population.”   to any form of healing.                              ranking five times (2018, 2017, 2016, 2015, and 1999) and won three national cham-
    His chance for success increased quite a bit this August when the USDA awarded his project $10 million.                             Christopher A. White, via our website                pionships (2017, 2014, and 2013). Find a Q&A with Stevens at s.uconn.edu/stevens.

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                                               CHECKING IN WITH

                                              JUST FOLK
                                              After completing her degree in policy      first since becoming a full-time musi-       to being mainstream popular in terms
                                              at the School of Social Work, Lara         cian, just before the Covid-19 pandemic      of pop music. I guess we can answer
                                              Herscovitch ’95 MSW traveled around        hit and ended the tour she’d planned to      that question if, and when, the cultural
                                              the world for six years as an education    promote the album.                           taste swings back to us. Someone told
                                              specialist for Save the Children, carry-                                                me that folk music represents some-
                                              ing her guitar as a traveling companion    Like all other performers, you’ve been       thing like 1% of the music market in
                                              around the U.S. and on several conti-      sidelined because of the pandemic.           America. It’s a beautiful field, and I
                                              nents, singing and writing songs as she    How is it going? Right now is a very         really appreciate the ethic and values
                                              had done since childhood. In 1998, a       confusing time, but overall it’s great. I    of American folk music.
                                              friend invited her to perform with him     am a musician at my core, and it took
                                              in New York City.                          me a long time to get here. It’s been        You describe “Highway Philosophers”
                                                 “Every single light bulb in my heart    really rewarding to have more time           as “an album of adventure, authen-
                                              and soul went off,” she says, recalling    to focus on it all. The pandemic has         ticity, courage, and freedom.” Why?
                                              that. “It wasn’t even a choice. I knew I   helped me understand the importance          This is an album of the hero’s journey
                                              had to do this.”                           of music and art in general. When I was      and all the different elements of it. I
                                                 Herscovitch spent nearly two            working full-time in the public policy       took my own leap of faith into full-time
                                              decades leading a dual life. Weekdays,     world, I felt like that was important        music before I wrote it all, so that’s
                                              she was a social worker evaluating a       work. If I’m being honest, I felt like it    reflected throughout it. I always hope
                                              nonprofit program, writing a grant, or     was more important than music. Now           to inspire people to lean into their best
                                              testifying before a legislative commit-    I really see and feel how they’re both       self in the same way that I’m trying to
                                              tee. At night or on weekends she would     important, just in very different ways.      lean into my best self. This is the first
                                              head to a recording studio, an open                                                     album, with no disrespect to any of the
                                              mic night, or a scheduled performance      Your music often addresses themes            ones that came before it, that I just feel
                                              while creating and releasing six albums    of social justice and you volunteer          so thoroughly proud of. This time if a
                                              on her own LaRama Records label.           time with connected organizations. It        song felt good enough, I knew it wasn’t
                                                 To leave more time for music, she       seems you continue to be involved in         done, and I had more time to get it
                                              reduced her full-time work from five       social work, just in a different way.        right. It took a long time to do, and it
                                              days a week to four, moving from the       I don’t think that’s ever going to           was a painstaking process in the studio,
                                              Greater Bridgeport Area Foundation to      change. I am one of the protesters           which also can be fun. I feel at peace. If
                                              Connecticut Fund for the Environment       showing up in support of Black Lives         I get hit by the proverbial bus, I will feel
                                              and Save the Sound, and then spending      Matter. I think it’s important for all of    content that I was able to release this
                                              nine years with Connecticut Juvenile       us to take this very late opportunity to     album before I went.
                                              Justice Alliance.                          evolve and to make this country health-
                                                 With each new recording of contem-      ier, increase equity and justice. I’m        Can you leave us with a fun “on the
                                              porary folk music, she expanded her        trying to show up and let my music also      road” tale? I remember a gig very early
                                              performances beyond Connecticut,           be of service. Some of it’s always going     in my career in Northampton, Massa-
                                              receiving critical praise for both her     to be personal. Some of it’s going to be     chusetts — I was excited to break into
                                              music and her stage presence. In 2009,     aspirational and some of it is proba-        that scene. When I got to the venue, I
                                              she was named Connecticut’s State          bly always going to be social justice        discovered it was the bar connected to
                                              Troubadour — an ambassador of music        because I care about the world.              a bowling alley. The whole place had
                                              and song who promotes cultural litera-                                                  maybe five people in it, including me
                                              cy — and gained national attention that    Has it gotten better for independent         and the bartender. Every time someone
                                              year on American Public Media’s “A         artists since you started in the biz? It’s   would come through the door from
                                              Prairie Home Companion,” appearing         a work in progress. A lot of folk venues     the bowling alley to the bar and back,
                                              on its broadcast from the Palace The-      are all volunteer, great community           blaring rock music would come in too.
                                              ater in Waterbury.                         builders. I’ve learned over time the way     I’d be in the middle of some touching,
                                                 Three years ago, Herscovitch            that music can bring an individual clos-     finger-picky, lyric-rich ballad, inter-
                                              realized her goal of pursuing music        er to themselves and also bring individ-     rupted all throughout by parts of Rick
                                              full time. She completed “Highway Phi-     uals together and a whole community          James’ “Super Freak” — I had to laugh.
                                              losophers,” her seventh recording and      of people together. We’re not even close     —KENNETH BEST

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     On supporting the mental        On nasal breathing to prevent chronic maladies:                                                                                     TRENDING
     health of student-athletes:

     “I think across
                                     “Our bodies were designed to breathe through our noses …                                                                            #BLACKINTHEIVORY:
                                     Breathing through our mouths disrupts our body’s normal
     the country, we                 function.”
                                                                                                                                                                         A VIRAL RECKONING
     have to come up                                                                                                                                                     How communications professor Shardé Davis’ tweets
                                     Dr. Belachew Tessema, otolaryngology professor, Connecticut Magazine, Aug. 24, 2020
     with proactive                                                                                                                                                      turned into a movement for Black people in academia.
     approaches as
                                                                                                                              Imagine sitting on your couch on a Saturday night, watching        Montoya to create town halls for faculty and staff of color.
     well as reactive                                                                                                         the country react to another murder of an unarmed Black            Those spaces serve as opportunities for communities of color
                                     On remaining empathic:
     approaches.                                                                                                              man. Your body is tense, your throat is dry as your eyes well up   working at UConn to connect, relate, and support one another.
                                                                                                                              with tears and you begin to feel that familiar anger, sadness,     The night she decided to share her experience as a Black woman
     There’s just not                                                                                                         helplessness. You turn to Twitter to share your feelings, book-    in academia, she was hoping to foster a similar community,
     enough therapists                   “My patients’ families did not thank me for using the                                ending your tweets with a hashtag you create, and head to bed.     but virtually, during a time when many aren’t experiencing
                                         most up-to-date treatments, but rather for standing in as                            When you wake up, you’ve gone viral.                               in-person connections due to the global pandemic.
     in the world to                                                                                                              “I was certainly outraged by the strangulation of George           “As Blackademics, we’ve been, in some senses, bullied by the
     solve the problem                   family for their loved ones during their dying moments.                              Floyd, but I was also outraged by the murders of our Black         institution. Many of us have to place a muzzle over our mouths,
                                                                                                                              trans brothers and sisters and Black women like Breonna            put our heads down, and work tirelessly if we want to get tenure
     purely reactively.”                 Being a physician during these times is truly a privilege.”                          Taylor, who were also slain by law enforcement,” says assis-       or enter the ranks of upper administration. For the most part,
     UConn President Thomas
                                                                                                                              tant professor of communications Shardé Davis recalling that       reaching those milestones requires that we ‘go along to get
     Katsouleas, USA Today,                                                                                                   night. “I was reeling and thinking, what can I do?”                along,’” she explains. “We’ve never had a space or opportunity to
     Aug. 26, 2020                   Anil Magge, pulmonary critical care, UConn Health, The New York Times, May 2, 2020          Davis knew whatever she did needed to have impact and           be seen or heard, especially on such a large, national platform.”
                                                                                                                              be personal to show that racism is an ever-present reality for         On Twitter, the hashtag is filled with stories of professors
                                                                                                                              Black people in America. So she wrote about experiences she’d      being mistaken for students and examples of white peers not
                                                                                                                              had with racism while in graduate school using #Blackin-           believing stories of racism Black professionals experience on
     On new CDC data regarding teen suicide:                                                     On whether America has       theIvory, a play on words that encapsulates her race, her re-      campus. “[The hashtag] has created a space for many white
                                                                                                 turned a corner when it      search, and her position in predominately white academia. She      folks to say to themselves ‘Oh, that’s not a just UConn-specific
                                                                                                 comes to systemic racism:    texted her friend and fellow Blackademic Joy Melody Woods          issue’ or ‘Oh, that’s not a Shardé-related problem,’” she says.
     “Picture a typical high school classroom of 25 students. About                                                           for guidance. Woods liked the hashtag so much, she tweeted it      “They are reading, quite literally, the exact same stories by
     five of those students could be thinking about suicide.”                                                                 immediately. Davis did the same. Within 24 hours, #Blackin-        Blackademics from different age groups, institutions, regions,
                                                                                                    “I think we see           theIvory was trending nationwide on Twitter.                       fields, and even career points. It’s not a coincidence that these
     Sandra Chafouleas, educational psychology professor, Psychology Today, Sept. 4, 2020                                        “What an emotional yet powerful day,” tweeted Davis that        issues are happening over and over again across the United
                                                                                                    a corner. I don’t         Sunday. “I think I’ve read every single tweet. Thanks to every-    States. Because that’s how systemic racism works. It eats its
                                                                                                    know if we’ve             one for sharing what it’s like to be #BlackintheIvory. We’ve       way through social institutions and rears its ugly head in simi-
                                                                                                    turned it.”               opened the floodgates, so more may cont. to pour out as the days   lar ways. It’s a creature of habit. There is no way to turn a blind
     On shifting locations and definitions of “invasive species”:                                                             pass. Pls know that we will continue to hold space for you.”       eye to it.”
                                                                                                                                 One week later, a New York Times article said, “Sensing a           Davis plans to keep the conversation going in a few ways.
                                                                                                                              rare, and perhaps fleeting, opportunity to be heard, many Black    She and her colleagues at UConn are continuing conversations
     “The goal in this crazy warming world is to keep everything
                                                                                                 Doug Glanville, sports       Americans are sharing painful stories on social media about        that began in town halls and talking with leadership about
     alive. But it may not be in the same place.”                                                management/education         racism and mistreatment in the workplace, accounts that some       how the institution can be more inclusive. The Black Graduate
                                                                                                 professor, Kiplinger, July   said they were too scared to disclose before. They are using       Support Project is reopening; it lists names and payment info
     Mark Urban, biology professor, Smithsonian, Aug. 3, 2020                                    30, 2020                     hashtags like BlackInTheIvory or WeSeeYouWAT, referring to         for Black graduate students in need of financial support, and
                                                                                                                              bias in academia and ‘White American Theater.’”                    anyone can identify a person and send them money directly.
                                                                                                                                 Although creating a viral hashtag has landed her a lot of       Davis also plans to relaunch the website to highlight various
     On the 70-year-old travel-demand model transportation planners still use:                                                media attention and opened the door for conversations about        resources that will equip Blackademics to get more institution-
                                                                                                                              racism at institutions across the country, Davis has always been   al resources at their respective universities. Lastly, keep an eye
                                                                                                                              involved in equity, inclusion, and connecting work. In UConn’s     out for #BlackintheIvory, the book. —BRITTANY KING
     “It’s not so much about the measurement being wrong, it’s that the whole underlying                                      College of Liberal Arts and Sciences, Davis’ research centers
     thesis is wrong.”                                                                                                        around Black women and how they communicate and connect
                                                                                                                                                                                                     Find out about the new course Davis co-teaches, U.S.
                                                                                                                              with one another. She worked with former faculty Daisy Reyes           Anti-Black Racism, at s.uconn.edu/davis and keep up
     Norman Garrick, engineering professor, Vice, Aug. 24, 2020                                                               and current faculty David Embrick and Milagros Castillo-               with her on Twitter or at blackintheivory.com.

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                                                                        that he was an unapologetic defender of slavery and white                                                   3 BOOKS
                                                                        supremacy, even at the cost of wrecking the American
                                                                        republic. Thanks to the movement for Black lives this year,                                               YIMING QIAN
                                                                        that monstrosity, which had been regularly defaced by the
                                                                        local black population, was finally removed.                                                              Yiming Qian gave a talk at UConn’s School of Business in 2016 and says she found the campus
                                                                           Most Civil War historians used to take a catholic posi-                                                beautiful and felt an immediate rapport with colleagues who were “tremendously interested in
                                                                        tion on the removal of Confederate statues. They asked                                                    research and extraordinarily friendly.” A few years later she joined the faculty as the first Toscano
                                                                        for contextualization or other statues erected with them.                                                 Family Chair in Finance. Qian says she likes to read about people and stories related to her field
                                                                        Not me. I always thought that Confederate statues were a                                                  because it puts a face to the things she is teaching in the classroom. And, she says, paraphrasing
                                                                        travesty, erected as paeans to white supremacy after the                                                  William Styron, “You live several lives while reading.”
                                                                        fall of Reconstruction at the turn of the 19th century, well
                                                                                                                                        Just Finished:                                             Currently Reading:                           On Deck:
                                                                        after the Civil War. They not only commemorated men who
                                                                        fought for slavery and committed treason against the Unit-                                “What It Takes:                                    “The Optimistic                                 “When Breath
                                                                        ed States, but they also marked the triumph of Jim Crow                                   Lessons in                                         Child” by Martin E.                             Becomes Air” by
                                                                        and a regime of racial terror in the postwar South. African                               the Pursuit of                                     P. Seligman                                     Paul Kalanithi
                                                                        Americans have protested the erection of these statues from                               Excellence”
                                                                        the start.                                                                                by Stephen A.                   ,                   An increasing                                   Buddhists believe
                                                                            The NAACP initiated a boycott of South Carolina for                                   Schwarzman                                          number of kids, and                             death is the great-
                                                                        flying the Confederate battle flag. In 2015, it finally came                                                                                  increasingly young                              est of all teachers.
                                                                        down after the massacre at the Charleston AME church. A                               A friend recom-                                         kids, have depres-                              Most of us defer
                                                                        year later, at the very first Draper workshop series, which                           mended this book                                        sion. Psychologist                              that learning, but
                                                                        I began at UConn, I argued strongly for the taking down of      to me and I liked it. Schwarzman is                       Seligman explains how to teach kids to        then some are forced to face death
      FLASHPOINT
                                                                        all Confederate statues to the consternation of some of my      co-founder of Blackstone, the largest                     be optimistic, which helps “immunize”         unexpectedly early.
                                                                        colleagues. In 2017, the neo-Nazi march at Charlottesville      private equity fund in the world. It                      them from depression. When faced                 Paul Kalanithi was diagnosed with
                                                                        that resulted in the murder of Heather Heyer brought the        is inspiring the way he approaches                        with adversity, optimistic people react       lung cancer just as he was about to fin-
     An Indian American who is one of the world’s leading
                                                                        controversy over Confederate statues into the spotlight         challenges — always think big and aim                     differently than pessimistic people be-       ish a six-year neurosurgery residency
     experts on the Civil War and slavery in the U.S., history
                                                                        once again. And suddenly the tide turned, with Confederate      high. Whether organizing a student                        cause they interpret the reasons behind       at Stanford University School of Medi-
     professor Manisha Sinha has been one of the most sought
                                                                        statues being taken down in New Orleans and Baltimore,          activity, starting a new business, or                     the adversity differently. He argues that     cine. In the hospital there, his identity
     after voices in the recurring and recent debate over remov-
                                                                        among other places.                                             being a philanthropist, he reasons it                     empty praises do not work and cause           changed from authoritative doctor to
     ing Confederate statues. She told us why she believes we
                                                                           But it has been only recently that protestors and city       is as hard to try something small as                      parents to lose credibility. Instead we       terminally ill patient, from “a subject
     should take them down.
                                                                        councils have started dismantling these monuments to hate       it is to try something big, so why not                    can help children build self-esteem by        that takes action” to “an object to be
     As a Civil War historian, it seems that I have been fighting       all over the country, including Richmond’s Monument Ave-        try something big? When starting                          helping them do well. He offers advice        acted upon.”
     against the myth of the Lost Cause throughout my career.           nue Confederate statues, after the murder of George Floyd.      Blackstone, his partner suggested they                    and strategies to cultivate optimistic           He had achieved a lot, but his great-
     The notion that the Confederates fought for states’ rights         I would love to see the Confederate frieze that desecrated      raise a fund of $50 million since neither                 thinking. For example, when criticizing       est potential was yet to be fulfilled. He
     and honor rather than for slavery and that the Confeder-           Stone Mountain in Georgia and serves as a gathering space       of them had done any private equity                       my kids, I should criticize their actions     had married but was yet to start a fam-
     acy lost the war merely because of the superior numbers            for the Ku Klux Klan and white supremacists removed.            deals before. Schwarzman convinced                        but not their characters, be specific, and    ily. He had planned out 40 years of his
     of the Union is ubiquitous, especially in the South. Histo-        In fact, this frieze was completed and many Confederate         him they should aim for $1 billion. They                  suggest improvements.                         career: the first 20 years as a neurosur-
     rians have long contested these entrenched falsehoods by           statues and flags were put up in the South as symbols of        raised $800 million. It is admirable to                      For instance, instead of “You are          geon and neuroscientist, the next 20 as
     pointing out that the southern states that seceded from the        “massive resistance” to the civil rights movement in the        think big, but you’ve got to have the                     so lazy; you never clean your room,” I        a writer. But alas, impermanence is the
     Union in 1860–61 mentioned the perpetuation of slavery             20th century.                                                   stomach for it. Schwarzman offers the                     should say, “You haven’t cleaned your         only unchanging thing.
     specifically in their Ordinances of Secession. The Confed-            As a historian, I have never thought that taking down        following warning: “If you are going to                   room in the last seven days; why don’t           Reading this brave man’s account of
     eracy fought, as Union General Ulysses S. Grant put it, for        statues is erasing history. Statues are not history; they are   pursue difficult goals, you’re inevitably                 you fix that today?” After all, kids are      his journey facing death promises to be
     one of the worst causes in human history. I am against the         the crudest ways of doing public history. Our tax dollars       going to fall short sometimes. It’s one                   taking cues and they can learn opti-          inspiring.
     indiscriminate taking down of all statues, including those         maintain these statues, and we should certainly not honor       of the costs of ambition.”                                mism from us.
     of slaveholding Founding Fathers. But Confederate statues          men who committed treason in the name of human bondage
     deserve to be taken down.                                          or those who upheld white supremacy. Again, this does not
        In 1991, I spent a year in South Carolina researching my        mean we should remove all statues such as those of slave-
                                                                                                                                         MAKING GOOD
     first book on the politics of slavery and secession in that        holding Founding Fathers. These can be easily contextual-
     state. It bothered me that the Confederate flag flew on state      ized; we don’t need to whitewash their histories but present
     grounds in Columbia and I wrote a letter to the campus             them in all their complexity. In fact, it has been opponents    CHILD’S PLAY
     newspaper of the University of South Carolina criticizing          of taking down Confederate statues who have argued that         Students in UConn’s renowned Puppet Arts program have been hosting twice-weekly Facebook Live
     that. I got a lot of blowback for that letter. In Charleston the   this would lead us down a slippery slope where all statues      workshops for parents in desperate need of new ways to entertain and inspire quarantined kids. “We’re
     statue of the proslavery theorist and Southern nationalist,        would be taken down. It is important to differentiate be-       trying to keep those material resource needs open and flexible,” says MFA student Felicia Cooper. “It’s
     John C. Calhoun, on an 80-foot pedestal, offended me too.          tween Confederate statues that have no redeeming qualities      important we’re not asking people to go out and buy things or invest necessarily in craft supplies; just be
     I had read every word that Calhoun had written and knew            to them and others of flawed men who did. —MANISHA SINHA        creative with what they have at home.” Find more at s.uconn.edu/workshops.

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      COVETED CLASS
                                                                                            Simons taught UConn’s first ASL           they are trying to say because it’s not
                                                                                         course in 1986, when very few Ameri-         on their body,” she says.
                                                                                         can universities offered classes in the
     AMERICAN SIGN LANGUAGE                                                              language. She eventually finished her
                                                                                         master’s in deaf rehabilitation and a
                                                                                                                                      Teaching Style:
                                                                                                                                      When asked to describe herself as a
                                                                                                                                                                                    THIS JUST IN

     Doreen Simons has one rule: No talking. Ever.                                       certificate in deaf education at New         teacher, Simons says, “Pushy.” She has
                                                                                                                                                                                   EVEN IN A PANDEMIC, IT’S ALL ABOUT
                                                                                         York University but kept teaching at         her students stand up when they sign.
                                                                                         UConn as demand for the courses grew,        She stops them when they whisper             THE MONEY
                                                                                         joining the faculty full time in 2002.       to each other. She points out when a
                                                                                            Now there are nine sections of the        signing student is not using their facial    The anxiety and depression we are seeing — and feeling — around
                                                                                         Intro to ASL course each fall, which         expressions, which she equates to a          the Covid-19 pandemic is linked more to the job losses and econom-
                                                                                         readily fill up, as well as a long list of   speaking person using a monotone             ic challenges the pandemic has caused than to concerns about the
                                                                                         other courses, including classes on deaf     voice. She pushes the students, she          virus itself. “The impact the virus and the pandemic are having on
                                                                                         artists, deaf women’s studies, and ASL       says, because it is the only way they will   the economy and employment is, not surprisingly, taking a big toll,”
                                                                                         literature, which Simons also teaches.       ever learn the language.                     says Natalie J. Shook, a social psychologist, associate professor, and
                                                                                         Moreover, as of this fall students can          “Students get frustrated, and I’ll ask    principal investigator for a National Science Foundation–funded
                                                                                         earn a bachelor’s degree in ASL Studies      how often they practice. If it’s an hour     behavioral health study underway at the UConn School of Nursing.
                                                                                         at UConn, making it just one of a half       or two a week that’s just kind of a joke,       “Above and beyond concern about the virus, financial concerns
                                                                                         dozen or so schools in the country to        honestly. You have to work at those          and job insecurity are significantly associated with anxiety and de-
                                                                                         offer that — and the only one in Con-        skills.”                                     pression.”
                                                                                         necticut.                                       She also describes herself as blunt,         The yearlong study is tracking the well-being, feelings, and behav-
                                                                                                                                      which she says is typical of deaf culture.   ioral practices of about 1,000 individuals across the United States,
                                                                                         The Class:                                   When hearing people might equivo-            and more than 18 surveys of the participants have already been con-
                                                                                         Simons uses a full-immersion ap-             cate, deaf people get straight to the        ducted since the study kicked off in March.
                                                                                         proach in Intro to ASL class, starting       point, she says. If you’ve gained weight
                                                                                         from the very first day when she             or gone bald, a deaf person is likely to     Concern and Risk Don’t Prompt Prevention
                                                                                         invokes her one rule — no talking, ever.     say so, she explains. That is part of deaf   In other unsurprising preliminary results, the study indicates that
                                                                                         The class is taught in silence. Students     culture, which she also teaches about        those of us who are most squeamish about germs and sickness are
                                                                                         can only communicate by signing.             in the class, so students understand         most likely to engage in preventive health behaviors, like frequent
                                                                                            “They have to turn their voices off,”     better the world the language comes          handwashing and disinfecting the living environment, during the
                                                                                         she says. “Sometimes I see them trying       from.                                        ongoing coronavirus pandemic.
                                                                                         to mouth certain words. That’s them                                                          What is surprising and problematic, Shook says, is that the people
                                                                                         holding on to the English, and they          Why We Want to Take It Ourselves:            most likely to be impacted by the virus are not necessarily those most
                                                                                         need to focus on ASL.”                       ASL is now the third most studied            likely to be engaging in preventive behaviors.
                                                                                            ASL is truly a foreign language for       language in the U.S., behind Spanish            “Older participants reported more concern about Covid, which
     The Instructor:                           hearing child would acquire English.      English speakers. It has its own gram-       and French, says a 2016 study by the         makes sense — they’re at higher risk,” she says. “But when we looked
     Despite her decades in the classroom,     This was also before ASL had become       mar and syntax, which is completely          Modern Language Association. Its pop-        at preventative health behaviors, we weren’t necessarily seeing that
     Doreen Simons never planned to be         the predominant language of American      different from English. Some signs do        ularity speaks to the long list of reasons   older adults were engaging more in preventive health behaviors. So
     a teacher. She wanted to be a social      deaf people.                              not even translate into English, says        anyone might study it. Some students         where there was the concern, that wasn’t necessarily translating into
     worker, so studied sociology at Gaul-        Simons gave teaching a try and liked   Simons. That is why students need to         plan to use it professionally in fields      the behaviors that could protect them.”
     ladet University in Washington, D.C., a   it well enough that she taught on the     approach it like any other language          such as interpreting, education, social         Shook and her team of researchers hope that their findings on how
     private university for the education of   side while pursuing degrees in deaf       they are learning.                           work, and speech pathology. Simons                                          behavior and social attitudes change,
     deaf and hard-of-hearing people. But      education and deaf rehabilitation. That      They also have to let go of listening,    finds that students often have a family                                     and what factors influence those
     while she was a student there a profes-   brought her to UConn, where Board         she says. ASL is a visual language that      member or friend who is deaf. To com-        “Financial concerns            changes when people are faced with the
     sor noticed how well she used Amer-       of Trustees Distinguished Professor of    they have to watch. Simons also teach-       municate well with our deaf commu-           and job insecurity are threat of widespread disease, will help
     ican Sign Language (ASL) and asked        Linguistics Diane Lillo-Martin, who re-   es them to use their facial expressions      nity members we need to learn a new                                         to develop new strategies and interven-
                                                                                                                                                                                   significantly associ-
     her if she would teach it to hearing      searches how ASL is acquired, recruit-    and body language, which are key             language, a challenging thing for an                                        tions for public health responses that
                                                                                                                                                                                   ated with anxiety and could limit disease spread in future
     students at an area high school.          ed her for a study. Simons was shocked    elements of ASL. Without them, the           adult. We need a teacher who’s pushy
        Simons was, at the time, relatively    to learn that, despite the research       language loses much of its meaning,          and blunt to help us get it done and get
                                                                                                                                                                                   depression.”                   pandemics. —JACLYN SEVERANCE
     unusual — a native speaker of ASL.        into ASL, there were no classes in the    she says. Even how your hand is orient-      it done right. —AMY SUTHERLAND
     Unlike most deaf children, 90% of         language at UConn.                        ed, whether your palm faces someone                                                           Find more on this study and other similar research at
     whom are born to hearing parents,            “If you are going to have graduate     or not, can change the meaning of a                                                           s.uconn.edu/shook.
     Simons was born deaf to deaf parents,     students researching it then they         sign, she says.
     both of whom signed. So she learned       should know it,” she says. “I volun-         “Some people will have the signs on
     the language from infancy just as a       teered to start teaching.”                their hands but it doesn’t match what

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on fire                       A burning flame stands alone in an ocean of brown and blonde locks.
                                                                                                                                                                            Growing up, I hoped the flame would dim, stand out less in the crowd.
                                                                                                                                                                            Go unnoticed. However, over the years it has burned brighter, both in-

                      Who Is
                                                                                                                                                                            side and out. My story is not all that original, but still heartfelt. I have
                                                                                                                                                                            always been taunted for my bright red hair. You name it, I’ve been
                                                                                                                                                                            called it, from Carrot Top, Red, Ginger, Leprechaun, even Lucy. I hat-
                                                                                                                                                                            ed all the myths and stereotypes that others associated with my hair
                                                                                                                                                                            color — from being a hothead, flighty, clownish, even soulless. Did you
                                                                                                                                                                            know that in the Middle Ages redheads were assumed to be witches

                      the Class
                                                                                                                                                                            and often put to death! Why could something like hair color generate
                                                                                                                                                                            such fear and attention? Adults told me how lucky I was to have such
                                                                                                                                                                            beautiful red hair while my peers taunted me endlessly. As you can
                                                                                                                                                                            imagine, this was pretty confusing as a kid and would shake any mid-
                                                                                                                                                                            dle schooler’s confidence. I didn’t want to stand out, I just desperately
                                                                                                                                                                            wanted to blend in. Eventually, I even considered changing my hair

                      of 2024?
                                                                                                                                                                            color in hopes that the teasing would stop. The more my confidence
                                                                                                                                                                            diminished, the more I dreamed of becoming a brunette. In her senior
                                                                                                                                                                            year, my older sister, also a redhead, dyed her hair black. Like me,
                                                                                                                                                                            she probably just had enough. I imagine she must have wondered
                                                                                                                                                                            what life would be like without the stigma of being a ginger. But she
                                                                                                                                                         didn’t seem any happier with jet black hair. I realized that changing hair color wasn’t
                                                                                                                                                         the solution to insecurity. As I watched my sister get numerous re-dyes to return her
                                                                                                                                                         hair to its natural color, I began to rethink why I let this one thing have so much power
                                                                                                                                                         over me. Red hair isn’t who I am or what I care about, or value. Why was this such a big
                                                                                                                                                         deal? It’s only hair. In the worst case I could cut it off and it would grow back. Why was
                                                                                                                                                         I letting this mop on my head shape who I was, feel insecure, and make me wish I were
                                                                                                                                                         invisible? Fortunately my sister’s experience helped me figure out that hair color was
                                                                                                                                                         just one of many of my unique characteristics, like being funny, left-handed, or having
                                                                                                                                                         blue eyes. The color of my hair didn’t mean I was ditzy like Lucy in “I Love Lucy”
                                                                                                                         “Bring                          (what teenager has ever watched that show anyway?). As a matter of fact, I am one of
                                                                                                                                                         the smartest kids in my class. I’m the opposite of scatterbrained. Math and science
                                                                                                                                                         come naturally to me. I’m a very methodical thinker. I wouldn’t have been elected to
         UConn’s Class of 2024 is like no other. There’s a lot they didn’t get to do                                     it on! I’m                      class office if I was a hothead or disorganized. Animals at the rescue shelter wouldn’t
         (proms, graduations, first-year welcome parties), but let’s take a look at who they are as a                                                    bond with me if I were cold or soulless. With this new self-awareness I decided to face
         group and what, as individuals, they’ve already done and — undaunted — still plan to do.                        stronger                        high school with a new attitude. Walking the halls, hearing the same old redhead jokes,
           This group of 5,750 first-years is more diverse than former classes — 44.7% are nonwhite;                                                     I tossed my hair proudly and walked a little taller. Bring it on! I’m stronger because of
         about 18% have Hispanic/Latinx backgrounds, and about 7.5% are Black. They are highly                           because                         my mane. I embraced who I am and am comfortable in my own skin. The journey of ac-
                                                                                                                                                         cepting my appearance has taught me to resist conformity as well as to celebrate other
         accomplished in terms of high school ranking — more than half graduated in the top 10% of
         their high school classes. And circumstances have forced them to be more flexible and resil-
                                                                                                                         of my                           people’s differences. I now love my red hair and would never think about changing
                                                                                                                                                         who I am. My flame now burns bright enough to light a whole room full of matches just
         ient than classes before them — rolling with every change and pandemic possibility thrown
         at them and then showing up in Storrs, Stamford, Hartford, Avery Point, and Waterbury
                                                                                                                         mane.”                          waiting to burn.

         ready for anything.                                                                                                                             —Samantha Ceravolo, Syracuse, New York, biological sciences major
           Most of all, they seem overwhelmingly grateful to be here, on actual campuses and virtu-
         al campuses among friends and friends-to-be — even if the experience looks a bit different
         than what they pictured a year ago.
           Like so many first-years before them, they wrote their admissions essays and imagined
         those first weeks in college. They pictured crowded classrooms, parties, and games, dorm                 everyone needs saving
         rooms with roommates, and gift boxes filled with Husky-emblazoned mugs and tees — but
         certainly not face masks. And while this class is already iconic for reasons they’d rather were          I’m 17 years old and I have moved 17 different times. Along the way, I have
                                                                                                                  learned that everyone has a story and everyone needs saving no matter what
         not a part of the picture, their essays — submitted shortly before “Covid” and “pandemic”
                                                                                                                  background or where they come from. I have learned how to respect people,
         became part of our daily lexicon — are a reminder of that recent social-embracing past and               take responsibility for my actions, and to maintain a decent lifestyle in order to
         also the not-too-distant future, a future full of those heady college daydreams and all that             raise a family. I learned that no matter what, I will be faced with various cultures
         ambitious career planning coming true. Here are excerpts from just a few of our favorites.               and diversity that has allowed me to see without color. I have learned to respect
                                                                                                                  every race, no matter how different, and use that in my daily life. My future is
                                                                                                                  bright.

                                                                                   Illustrations by Katie Carey   —Horacio Honoret, Hackensack, New Jersey, physiology and neurobiology major

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how I learned what
     a congressman was
                                                                                                                          judgment is a
     (or: why I want to be                                                                                                learned behavior
     an astrophysicist)
                                                                                                                          For two years I have worked for my town recreation
                                                                                                                          center through their childcare programs. For two years I
     At 4 years old, I firmly believed that
                                                                                                                          have chased laughing children, listened to their elaborate
     aliens had been to Earth. I have
                                                                                                                          stories, and helped them create new friendships. This past
     profound memories of sitting in my          screaming, “Oh my god, the aliens
                                                                                                                          summer, I was asked to work specifically with Jack, whose
     mom’s 2005 blue Chrysler Town &             are taking over!” my sister cried.
                                                                                                                          disability prevented him from the simplest of actions, such    us at a young age; it is not a genetic trait. Since I began to
     Country. The plush gray seats were          “WAAAAAAAA!” I concurred. My
                                                                                                                          as placing a goldfish cracker in his mouth or standing up      work with Jack, I have found myself being less judgmental
     juxtaposed by the dried-up lollipops        mother, visibly confused, reassured
                                                                                                                          to use the bathroom. While I pride myself on my maturity       of those around me. I am less afraid to be curious and ask
     on the carpeted floor. The seat belts,      us that this was not a UFO, but it was,
                                                                                                                          and acceptance of others, I could learn a few things from      questions, even if those questions aren’t easy to address.
     and their frayed ends, kept me and my       in fact, a campaign tactic by a local
                                                                                                                          the children I work with. From Jack I’ve learned to be more    Adults often stray away from difficult topics because they
     booster seat from sliding around the
     car (or flying out of it in the event of
                                                 congressman. Me, not knowing what
                                                 a congressman was, became more             surviving                     vocal, to ignore other people’s opinions. He is never slowed
                                                                                                                          down by his disability. Perhaps it’s simply the naiveness of
                                                                                                                                                                                         are afraid of confrontation or uncomfortable conversations.
                                                                                                                                                                                         We should take notes from the children around us and learn
     an accident). In terms of additional        terrified. My arms had begun to flail.
                                                                                                                          childhood, but he is unfazed by the opinions of others. From   to embrace our curiosity.
     luxuries, we were blessed with the          I could not ignore the fact that alien     It was a chilly, sunny Oc-
                                                                                                                          Jack’s peers, I’ve learned not to make assumptions. It is
     latest and greatest of technologies: an     invasion was imminent. Minutes went        tober morning, and I was
                                                                                                                          human nature to judge others, but that trait is less prom-     —Sydney Fournier, South Windsor, Connecticut, digital
     FM radio, which allowed for 6 presets       by. My arms? Still flailing. My eyes?      volunteering at the Breast
                                                                                                                          inent with children. The judgment of others is instilled in    media and design major
     and a 6-CD switcher. Quite often, the       Still sweating. Me? Still petrified. My    Cancer Walk in my com-
     radio would be tuned to a classic rock      sister? The same. Even though I re-        munity. As the momentum
     station. It was the only genre allowed.     member the sheer terror I felt at this     of people started to grow,
     Interestingly enough, the speakers in       moment, I wish I could recapture my        the cold that was biting
     the third row (or as I liked to call it,    childhood ability to imagine. Imagina-     my fingertips started to
     the “way-back”) of the minivan were         tion, as indistinct as it may make one’s   dwindle, and I was warmed
     better than those of the second. And        adulthood seem, is an essential part       by the enthusiasm from                                                                       more near-death experiences
     when my parents would think they            of growing up and setting us apart.
     were punishing me to sit in the third       It’s quite easy to forget when we get
                                                                                            people who I had never
                                                                                            seen before. "Survivor" is
                                                                                                                                                                                         than a mountain climber
     row, I was living life to its fullest. In   so caught up in the hustle of everyday     what was written on most
     a strange turn of events one night,         life. But I want to take a step back.      of their shirts. Witnessing                                                                  I was born with a severe allergy to milk and dairy. It was
     my parents banished both me and my          I want to imagine what life outside        such an incredible sight,                                                                    discovered after I drank baby formula and went into
     older sister to the third row. This ag-     of our everyday is like. I desperately     watching these dazzling                                                                      anaphylactic shock. My parents rushed me to the hospital,
     gravated me, because now I could no         want to learn more about not only          people celebrate their                                                                       where they received the diagnosis. It consumed my life.
     longer spread my feet across the pala-      the world around me but everything         lives, made me come to a                                                                     Double- and triple-checking ingredient labels. Refusing
     tial bench that was the way-back. On        that surrounds it. In my opinion, our      realization. Being a survi-                                                                  birthday cake, explaining exactly what would happen if
     the radio, a classic. None other than       ability to imagine is driven by our        vor is not just about the                                                                    I did eat it. Seeing the shock on people’s faces as they
     “Stairway to Heaven” by Led Zeppe-          desire to know more about everything.      story you have to tell, but                                                                  wonder how on earth a Boston cream donut could have
     lin. The intricate serenade of the song     And according to a Google search and       it is also about the person                                                                  such a fatal effect. Then hearing people’s expressions of
     was accompanied by the concerned            space.com, we only know about 4% of        you have become because                                                                      sympathy. How they cannot imagine going through each
     voice of my mother. “Dear god, what         the universe. The other 96%? That’s        of it. Now I am capable of                                                                   day having to constantly be alert for the risk of death by
     is that?” she questioned, barreling         up to your imagination. Or astrophys-      embracing the struggle                                                                       cookies, crackers, or candy. There are certainly draw-
     down I-95 at 70 mph, looking in the         icists.                                    of my own mental battles                                                                     backs to living with an allergy, however, it is not all bad.
     rearview mirror. Simultaneously, my                                                    and preparing myself to                                                                      One small enjoyment is revealing that I have had more
     sister and I whipped our heads to view      —Joshua Ellenberg, Flemington, New         surmount them. If these                                                                      near-death experiences than the most adventurous of
     the mysterious object. The object           Jersey, exploratory major                  beautiful people could                                                                       mountain climbers. On a more serious note, living with
     undulated across the night sky while                                                   survive and whistle to the
                                                                                                                          “Seeing the shock on people’s                                  an allergy has taught me how to be prepared and how to
     displaying an unreadable message                                                       beat of a morning tune, so                                                                   handle myself in stressful situations. When I experience an
     along its bottom. As 4- and 6-year-                 “...we only know                   can I.                        faces as they wonder how on                                    allergy attack, the most common response from the peo-
     olds do, my sister and I start crying,                                                                                                                                              ple around me is panic, while mine is one of calm. I resolve
     firmly believing that this object was               about 4% of                        —Analise Sanchez,
                                                                                                                           earth a Boston cream donut                                    the situation as quickly and efficiently as possible in order
     a flying saucer. Naturally, we begin                the universe.                      Monroe, New York,              could have such a fatal effect.”                              to prevent my untimely demise.
                                                                                            mathematics major
                                                         The other 96%?                                                                                                                  —Dennis Dowding, Ridgefield, Connecticut, design tech
                                                         That’s up to your                                                                                                               and theater major

                                                         imagination. Or
                                                         astrophysicists.”
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inclusion = success
                                                                                                                                          the future
                                                                                                                                          is now
                                                In school, I often encountered various       humbles and realigns my priorities.
                                                racial slurs, but these experiences made     Through them, I learned that there is
                                                me an advocate for inclusion and ac-         always something to be learned from
                                                ceptance. When my classmates are left        those who are completely different
                                                                                                                                             As I swerve down bustling sidewalks and navigate barely distinguishable trails
                                                out during gym classes, I invite them        from me in every aspect of race,
                                                                                                                                             through the woods, I am left out in the world with nothing but my own thoughts to
                                                to join my team. The beauty of leader-       ethnicity, and religion. Diversity is an
                                                                                                                                             distract myself from the aching in my legs that doubles in intensity every time my
                                                ship does not only rest on promoting         essential component of success, and
                                                                                                                                             foot strikes the ground. But what does one think about when given an hour of open
                            and embracing diversity, but also on encompassing the            this is especially true in the United
                                                                                                                                             road and near complete freedom of the mind? As my brain searches for any inter-
                            ability to respect others through inclusion and creation of      States that boasts multicultural-
                                                                                                                                             esting series of electrical signals that will help me pass the time, I begin to wonder,
                            a positive climate. In my orthodox Jewish neighborhood, I        ism and diversity of background,
                                                                                                                                             "What is time anyway?" Time is the fundamental element in the sport of running and
                            saw myself reflecting on my own religious journey as I saw       thoughts, and ideas.
                                                                                                                                             absolutely crucial in our daily lives, yet it is something so few of us really understand.
                            my neighbors walk to temples and dedicate the Sabbath
                                                                                                                                             Relativistic time describes a fourth dimension of the universe, but one through which
                            to rest and worship. Although I consider myself a devout         —Eric Hwang, Lawrence, New York,
                                                                                                                                             we are unwillingly pulled. The past, present, and future exist simultaneously, although
                            Christian, the Jewish community’s extreme dedication             political science major
                                                                                                                                             we can only observe one. They exist just as the people in the next room exist when
                            to their faith and obedience to religious observances
                                                                                                                                             we cannot see them. All the numbers that will impact aspects of my life — from when
                                                                                                                                             I can vote or drive a car to whether or not colleges will recruit me for cross country
                                                                                                                                             to when I can leave Spanish class and go to physics — are no more than artificial
                                                                                                                                             constructs our brains have created to help us perceive the universe. And according
                                                                                                                                             to my brain, I am only five minutes into my hour-long run. When I run, I travel through
                                                                                                                                             all four dimensions of space, and that unfortunately includes the vertical one. The
     sports saved                                                      the                                                                   burning in my quads as I struggle my way up a seemingly endless hill brings me to
                                                                                                                                             question how this hill came to be. What movements of tectonic plates, vast glaciers,

     my life                                                           choice                                                                powers of erosion, or determination of man have joined forces to create this evil thing
                                                                                                                                             that now causes me so much pain? I comfort myself with the knowledge that, as I
                                                                                                                                             slowly rip apart the actin and myosin fibers in my muscles, I am actually benefiting
     I am not being dramatic when I say sports has                     More than 18 years ago, a                                             myself. To make myself keep going I must remind myself that, as I sit at home later,
     saved my life and is a part of my family. It’s my                 young man made a deci-                                                binge watching “The Big Bang Theory,” the satellite cells in my muscles will not only
     third parent, reminding me to go to bed on time,                  sion that ultimately made                                             repair the muscles but make them stronger than they were before. But if Einstein
     to be well rested for game day, nagging me to eat                 my existence possible. To                                             was correct, even before I begin my ascent, I have already finished the run. And in a
     the proper food to fuel my body for the physical                  him, the decision to donate his sperm may have seemed like            different time that also exists right now, the hill does not even exist yet. Looking for
     demands, encouraging me to set a good example                     an insignificant event in his life, but without it I would not        a less confusing way to distract myself, I listen to the songs of a bird and marvel at
     for the younger girls looking up to me. It’s my                   be here today. I wonder if I look like him or if we have simi-        the millions of years of evolution that have finely tuned the complex DNA sequences
     third sibling, annoying me when all I want to do is               lar personalities. I will never know unless I choose to meet          giving the bird its ability to sing so beautifully. I run by the World War II Veterans
     sleep, cheering me on when I have a great game,                   him. At age 18, I will have that choice.                              Memorial and think of what could have been done to avoid such atrocities. I think
     arguing with me when I have a bad one. It’s the                      I do not believe that blood creates a family — love does.          of history’s impact on us all and wonder how the world would change had different
     best friend I look forward to seeing every day at                 I have received unconditional love from my moms, and I                decisions been made throughout history. I wonder how my life would be different or
     school, depending on it to always have my back.                   credit them with the caring, determined, and hardwork-                whether I would even be here at all had any part of history gone differently. Eventu-
     It’s my boyfriend, making me                                      ing person I have become. My parents have taught me to                ally my watch beeps to alert me I have run eight miles, and I realize I am only a block
     nervous when the stakes                                           be strong and always stand up for what I believe in. I have           away from home. I have always been fascinated by the intricate workings of the world
     are high, planning my future                                      grown up with the influence of two amazing women, and I               around me. As I climb the four steps up to my front door, I try to be observant and
     with it, wanting to impress it.                                   do not feel as if I am missing a part of my family. I feel more       learn about how those stairs were assembled. Then I go inside and check the weather
                                                                       connected to my moms than I ever will to my donor. He has                                                 forecast to see when I will get to run again tomorrow
     —Taylor Pannell,                                                  not been present for any of my accomplishments and he has                                                 and escape back into my thoughts. I want to contin-
     Middletown, New                                                   not been there to comfort me in times of need. My donor                                                   ue learning in the hopes that one day, just maybe,
     York, animal                                                      helped give me life, but he did not shape me into the person      “The past, present,                     I will learn something that no one has before. That
     science major                                                     I am today. With that being said, I have decided not to meet
                                                                       him, because he will forever feel like a stranger and not a
                                                                                                                                         and future exist                        future depends on the decision you make. But if the
                                                                                                                                                                                 future already exists, can it still be changed?
                                                                       part of my family.                                                 simultaneously,
                                                                                                                                                                              —Cody Ottinger, Hopkinton, Massachusetts,
                                                                       —Erin Carney, Hudson, New Hampshire, political science            although we can                      engineering major
                                                                       major                                                             only observe one.”

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