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FREE AND FREAKY SINCE 1971 | JUNE 10, 2021 THE PRIDE ISSUE WINDY CITY TIMES Special Pride insert in this issue!
THIS WEEK C H I C AG O R E A D E R | J U N E 1 0, 2 02 1 | VO LU M E 5 0, N U M B E R 1 9 IN THIS ISSUE TO CONTACT ANY READER EMPLOYEE, E-MAIL: (FIRST INITIAL)(LAST NAME) the neighborhood, the fight for telling stories of the entire alphabet of live performances that COVID @CHICAGOREADER.COM inclusion in Northalsted is not over. rainbow is unmistakable. couldn’t stop, and pop-up shop PUBLISHER AND PRESIDENT TRACY BAIM Miyagi throws a Record Store Day PUBLISHER AND EDITOR IN CHIEF KAREN HAWKINS party at the Silver Room. EDITOR IN CHIEF SUJAY KUMAR MANAGING EDITOR BRIANNA WELLEN PRODUCTION MANAGER KIRK WILLIAMSON GRAPHIC DESIGNER AMBER HUFF MUSIC EDITOR PHILIP MONTORO THEATER AND DANCE EDITOR KERRY REID INTERIM CULTURE EDITOR SALEM COLLO-JULIN ASSOCIATE EDITOR JAMIE LUDWIG SENIOR WRITERS MAYA DUKMASOVA, LEOR GALIL, FOOD & DRINK DEANNA ISAACS, BEN JORAVSKY, MIKE SULA STAFF WRITER ADAM M. RHODES 04 Sula | Feature Gemma Foods EDITORIAL ASSOCIATE TARYN ALLEN is Chicago’s next pasta juggernaut. 16 History Queer to the Left 28 Galil | Feature Thirty years ago, ---------------------------------------------------------------- rejected the mainstream gay rights Black queer zine Thing captured DIRECTOR OF DIGITAL JOHN DUNLEVY movement and kept alive the spirit the scene that birthed house. 38 Chicagoans of Note Alison SOCIAL MEDIA COORDINATOR JANAYA GREENE of radical LGBTQ+ activism. Chesley, cellist and composer, aka STRATEGIC INNOVATION DIRECTOR 20 Rhodes | Bondage Leather FILM Helen Money MARIAH NEUROTH Archives & Museum’s dirty 30 26 Review The vibrant film DEVELOPMENT AND MARKETING adaptation of Lin-Manuel OPINION ASSOCIATE CHINYERE FARR-DOUGLAS MEDIA PARTNERSHIPS COORDINATOR YAZMIN Miranda’s musical In the Heights 40 National Politics The Squad’s DOMINGUEZ couldn’t be more welcome. collapse shows change won’t come EXECUTIVE ASSISTANT SANDRA L. KLEIN MEDIA PARTNERSHIPS AND DEVELOPMENT 27 Movies of Note Changing the from within the Democratic Party. ADVISOR ABHIMANYU CHANDRA Game lets trans athletes speak 44 Savage Love Dan Savage offers for themselves, The Conjuring: some simple advice: Dump him. ADVERTISING NEWS & POLITICS The Devil Made Me Do It is a love Run. Never look back. 312-392-2970, ADS@CHICAGOREADER.COM CLASSIFIEDS: 06 Joravsky | Politics Republicans story, and Two Gods is a singular CLASSIFIED-ADS@CHICAGOREADER.COM sob with self-pity as Pritzker hoists document of three ordinary lives. CLASSIFIEDS VICE PRESIDENT OF SALES AMY MATHENY them with their own petard. 45 Jobs SALES DIRECTOR AMBER NETTLES 08 Isaacs | Culture Amid other MUSIC & NIGHTLIFE 46 Apartments & Spaces SENIOR ACCOUNT REPRESENTATIVES changes, Chicago Philharmonic 22 Collo-Julin | Edibles Drag 34 Records of Note This week the 46 Marketplace LENI MANAA-HOPPENWORTH, TED PIEKARZ, WILL ROGERS, LISA SOLOMON adds a new executive director. superstar Bambi Banks-Couleé Reader reviews current releases .10 Essay On suicide, grief, and the is decolonizing weed “from the by Thomas Comerford, Japanese NATIONAL ADVERTISING Thompson Center kitchen to the couch” with her new Breakfast, Georgia Anne Muldrow, VOICE MEDIA GROUP 1-888-278-9866 VMGADVERTISING.COM webseries. Colleen, the Lincoln Trio, and more. JOE LARKIN AND SUE BELAIR PRIDE 23 Guide Pride returns with 37 Early Warnings Rescheduled 12 Healing At Casa Al-Fatiha, two celebrations outside and online. concerts and other updated listings ---------------------------------------------------------------- local musicians built a sanctuary for 24 Dance Dee Alaba talks about 37 Gossip Wolf Cosmic Country DISTRIBUTION CONCERNS LGBTQ+ asylum seekers. being transfemme in dance. star Andrew Sa drops a high ON THE COVER: PHOTO COLLAGE BY distributionissues@chicagoreader.com 312-392-2970 14 Rhodes | Boystown After a 25 Next Generation As About lonesome covers collection, Dave KIRK WILLIAMSON CHICAGO READER L3C much-delayed name change of Face turns 25, its evolution toward Rempis releases a double album BOARD PRESIDENT DOROTHY R. LEAVELL TREASURER EILEEN RHODES AT-LARGE SLADJANA VUCKOVIC READER INSTITUTE FOR COMMUNITY JOURNALISM, INC. CHAIRWOMAN EILEEN RHODES TREASURER CAROL BELL A NOTE ON THIS WEEK’S COVER DIRECTORS ALISON CUDDY, VANESSA FERNANDEZ, KIM L. HUNT, JACKIE KAPLAN-PERKINS, DOROTHY R. LEAVELL, SLADJANA VUCKOVIC THIS WEEK’S COLLAGE portrays queer zine, Thing. As a designer, Photo credits ---------------------------------------------------------------- the spectrum of our Pride coverage this is my first Pride issue with the Bambi photo: Freddie Collier; Q2L READER (ISSN 1096-6919) IS PUBLISHED BIWEEKLY this year. Featured in this illustrious Reader, following 20 consecutive photo: courtesy Therese Quinn; Alaba BY CHICAGO READER L3C 2930 S. MICHIGAN, SUITE 102 CHICAGO, IL 60616 rainbow are local performer Bambi years of Pride issues with Windy City photo: Benjamin Wardell and Topher Al- 312-392-2934, CHICAGOREADER.COM Banks-Couleé and her cooking web- Times (which is inserted into this exander; LA&M image: courtesy Leath- COPYRIGHT © 2021 CHICAGO READER series, Bambi Bakes; the history of issue, and which I also designed). er Archives & Museum; Thing cover: PERIODICAL POSTAGE PAID AT CHICAGO, IL the Queer to the Left movement of the Pride doesn’t even begin to describe courtesy Tracy Baim ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. CHICAGO READER, READER, AND late 90s/early 00s; transfemme danc- my feelings on being lucky enough to REVERSED R: REGISTERED TRADEMARKS ® er Dee Alaba; Chicago’s own Leather have been (and to still be) shining a Museum & Archives, boasting the spotlight on this vibrant community. iconic art of Etienne and more; and a —KIRK WILLIAMSON feature on the groundbreaking Black 2 CHICAGO READER - JUNE 10, 2021 ll
FOOD & DRINK Search the Reader’s online database of thousands of Chicago-area restaurants at chicagoreader.com/food. FOOD FEATURE Gemma Foods is Chicago’s next pasta juggernaut Former Formento’s chef Tony Quartaro’s fresh handmade and extruded shapes aren’t just for his neighbors anymore. By MIKE SULA T ony Quartaro has an impeccable pasta with his first kitchen job during his senior ment. That place was a juggernaut as far as executive chef three summers ago, but that all pedigree going all the way back to all-day year at the University of Kansas. After gradu- production and manpower was concerned.” ended last spring when he and his staff of 90 suppers at his Grandma Joyce’s house in ation he headed straight for San Francisco and Quartaro stepped up at the Bristol as Pandel chefs were furloughed. “I remember hearing upstate New York, where he learned to shape found work at the Chez Panisse-Zuni Café Cal- stepped away to open Balena, which became in early April, ‘Oh, we could be back by June,’” gnocchi for the Sunday gravy. Med torchbearer Nopa, and later A16, where its own pasta powerhouse, and where he he says. “Laughable now, but I reached the “She showed me the difference between he came in on his off hours to learn how the moved over a year later to work under Joe stage where creatively I was like ‘I’ve done all sinkers and swimmers, as she called them,” sous chefs hand-rolled cavatelli and the Cam- Frillman, now of Daisies (another juggernaut). the yard work I could do.’” says the 37-year-old chef behind the Bever- panian regional obscurity maccaronara. Not The pasta program was “98 percent” his when By then Quartaro was an established Bever- ly-born fresh pasta delivery start-up Gemma long after chef Nate Appleman won his James he opened Formento’s as executive chef, but ly transplant. “My wife is from here,” he says. Foods. “And how you can make something Beard Award, he brought Quartaro along with for the last seven years pasta took a back seat, “Which is what a lot of the guys around here transcendent from something as simple as him to open Pulino’s in Manhattan. first when he turned south and helped open say.” And he was itching to make pasta again. potatoes.” A few years later he found a new mentor Dixie, and then a year later when he left to join “I reached out to 12 people in my neighborhood Quartaro has made fresh pasta in innumera- in Chris Pandel at the Bristol. “We had about a school lunch delivery start-up. just to see. ‘Hey, I’m gonna make some pasta if ble shapes and sizes in nearly every restaurant three to four pastas on the menu there,” he He created a fresh pasta program at you’re interested. I’ll take whatever you feel he’s worked at over the last 16 years, starting says. “Everything made by hand in the base- Limelight Catering when he was hired as its it’s worth, and send me any feedback.’” That 4 CHICAGO READER - JUNE 10, 2021 ll
GEMMA FOODS R @gemmafoods on Instagram gemmafoods.com FOOD & DRINK Tony Quartaro has been handcrafting rant experience in the comfort of their own surprises,” with a bright buttery San Marzano primed me for this next step. Just looking back cappelletti, canestri, ravioli, sorpresine, and homes, that was when I was like ‘I know I can sauce and a side of mozzarella di bufala meant on the years as a whole it’s all just surreal. more for delivery in Beverly since last year. JEFF MARINI FOR CHICAGO READER deliver that.’” Sauces, pastas, and garnishes to melt into the matrix when sauce meets Even the school lunches, like, ‘What’s this guy were packaged separately, each pairing de- pasta. Quartaro followed the next week with doing working for a kids’ food company?’ I signed to be table-ready in 15 minutes. burrata and Tempesta n’duja paprika-striped wouldn’t be able to do what I’ve done without As he bumped up production, first in the ravioli with a butter green garlic sauce, and that, just in terms of order fulfillment and how idle Limelight kitchen, then at Kitchen Chi- cappelletti (“little hats”) with lamb pancetta we’re making sure our production numbers week he made 20 orders of rigatoni Bolognese cago, he’s upgraded extruders twice, and and fava cream. are accurate.” and bucatini cacio e pepe with a KitchenAid his shapes have become more colorful and These pickup pop-ups will spread to dif- Chicago’s been through a fresh pasta re- extruder attachment near the beginning of the esoteric: emerald green broccoli leaf rigatoni; ferent neighborhoods over the summer, part naissance since the Bristol opened in 2008, Great Bucatini Shortage of 2020. saffron fusilli; green and white pleated tear- of a larger expansion that’s well under way. one that’s expanded and persisted in the retail Quartaro started a mailing list that jumped drop-shaped culurgiones stuffed with fried Quartaro is close to inking a lease on an undis- market with outfits like Tortello and Flour from 30 neighbors to 500 within the span of sunchokes, ricotta, and mint; candy-wrapper closed storefront that can meet the ballooning Power. But until there’s a fresh pastificio in eight months. He made menu changes with caramelle stuffed with shrimp mousseline in demand, with a pickup point and window dis- every neighborhood, it isn’t complete. the season, and while there was usually some- lobster sauce. play. “If you look into the window you’re going “It was instilled in me at a really young thing hearty, rib-sticking, and family friendly, Until recently, deliveries from Gemma to be seeing multiple hands making shapes,” age the importance of how a full day could other pasta-sauce pairings grew more refined; Foods (named for Quartaro’s young daugh- he says. “Our machine will be running. I want be centered around a meal,” says Quartaro. from ricotta gnocchi with vodka sauce and ter—“the best eater I know”) were only avail- it to be this spectacle of production and ener- “That sounds crazy in this day and age, but pasta amatriciana; to saffron fusilli with able to Beverly residents. But recently he’s gy so people walk by and say, ‘What is going on that’s still a way of life for so many families. creamy Lombardian Luganega sausage sauce been popping up for Friday afternoon pickups in that place?’” And I think it’s really important to continue it. and squid ink tortellini, stuffed with “summer at Kimski (Chef Won Kim is a Beverlian). It was Delivery was key to Gemma’s success, and It’s not realistic to do it daily anymore but my sofrito of corn, zucchini, tomato, and tropea there that I picked up two generous orders Quartaro’s planning to keep that option alive, grandma would do it. We’re doing the heavy onions with Sungold tomato sugo.” of wide, ribbony pappardelle with a duck along with shipping. lifting for you.” v “When I realized there was a demand for it ragu, fragrant with cinnamon; and two-tone “This was not in the plan whatsoever,” he and people were literally craving that restau- spinach-basil sorpresine—delicate “little says. “But everything I’ve done has kind of @MikeSula You’ve got the goal. WGU can help you achieve it. Don’t let financial barriers or lack of reliable internet access stop you from reaching your dreams. With the Resiliency Grant, Opportunity Grant, and Online Access Scholarship, we’re committed to making sure that everyone with the desire to get a degree in business, IT, healthcare (including nursing), or education has the opportunity. Call or visit the link below to get started. Learn more. Nicolette S. wgu.edu/access | 866.225.5948 MBA Healthcare Management ll JUNE 10, 2021 - CHICAGO READER 5
NEWS & POLITICS Did Illinois Republicans object when Scott Walker was taking his gerrymandering journey they wound up winning 61 percent of assem- across the midwest? Nope. GAGE SKIDMORE bly seats even though they got less than 50 percent of the statewide vote in legislative elections. That enabled Walker to further empower his party by passing anti-union laws, paving the way for Donald Trump to win Wisconsin oppose as Mayor Lightfoot. over Hillary Clinton. By the way, curious silence from the Repub- And yet, not one word of opposition from licans on Mayor Lightfoot’s elected-school- any Republicans in Illinois. board flip-flop. Most of them voted against the It gets even worse. In Michigan, voters said elected-school-board bill in large part because enough with the gerrymandering after Repub- the Chicago Teachers Union favored it. One licans in that state gerrymandered Democrats, thing Chicago mayors and Republicans agree proposing a referendum to take mapmaking on is that they hate the CTU. away from elected officials and put it under Back to the sobbing Republicans . . . the control of a nonpartisan commission. The issue has to do with redistricting, which That referendum passed with about 61 per- happens every ten years after the census to cent of the vote. make sure that all districts have roughly the Did Republicans go along with the will of same number of people. the people? Of course not. A bunch of Repub- Is the map that Pritzker signed fair? I think licans—aligned with Scott Walker—sued to we’ll all agree it is not. overturn the referendum on the grounds that It’s classic gerrymandering—intended it was unconstitutional. in this case to help Democrats and hurt And what was the response from Durkin, Republicans. Barickman, McConchie, and other Illinois Re- POLITICS Mapmakers have a word for what this map publicans to Walker’s suit? does to Illinois Republicans. It “wastes” Re- You know the answer. More silence. Cry, babies publican votes by packing them into super Re- publican districts. The more voters of a party you “waste,” the less power that party wields. Wait, wait—there’s more. In 2016, legisla- tors in Nebraska passed a law turning map- making over to a nonpartisan commission. Republicans sob with self-pity as Pritzker hoists them with their own petard. Maximizing the influence of your voters while Republican governor Pete Ricketts vetoed it. minimizing the influence of your opponent is (Yes, he’s part of the same Ricketts family that By BEN JORAVSKY the whole point of gerrymandering. makes it so hard for any Democrat to root for Is that fair? No. Should it be tolerated? Of the Cubs.) course not. Does it lead to partisanship, and And, of course, there’s the congressional For rancor, and make it easier to elect extremists, the People Act, which would limit gerryman- I woke up Sunday to the sounds of sobbing. the day. like—just to pick one example from downstate dering throughout the country. It has no Re- Also, weeping, wailing, and bleating. Having read the article, I had a decision to Illinois—Congresswoman Mary Miller, the publican support. For the obvious reason—if No, it wasn’t LeBron James or Luka make. Did I feel even a teeny-tiny tidbit of pity Republican who declared that “Hitler was you fairly drew legislative maps, Republicans Dončić complaining about a referee’s call. On for these Republicans? Or did I write them off right”? Unfortunately, yes. would lose control of legislatures all over the a tangent—has any basketball player ever as a bunch of self-serving hypocrites? By the way, Miller “apologized” for declar- country. fessed up to committing a foul, no matter how Before I answer those questions, let me an- ing “Hitler was right.” Though, as I’ve previ- All in all, it’s pretty obvious that Illinois egregious? swer these. ously discussed, her “apology” was in some re- Republicans couldn’t care less about abu- No, the sobs didn’t come from the playoff Is Pritzker, as the Republicans contend, a spects as offensive as her original statement. sive mapmaking. And they’re only looking games I’ve been watching. They came from Il- promise breaker? I suppose. As a gubernato- Judge for yourself. for excuses to bash Pritzker in the hopes of linois Republicans, weeping over the allegedly rial candidate, he promised not to approve So, yes, Illinois Republicans—and their replacing him in the 2022 election with a low-down treachery of Governor Pritzker for legislative maps unless they were approved by allies in the nonpartisan do-gooder com- right-winger who will, among other things, having signed legislative maps that, in the ver- at least some members of both parties. munity—make a good point when they say declare Trump the winner of the last election, nacular of mapmakers, “ratfucked” the GOP. Does breaking that promise make him a gerrymandering is potentially corrosive to abolish abortion, eradicate collective bargain- I read about it in a Tribune story filled with hypocrite? democracy. ing rights, and do away with environmental self-pitying Republican quotes from . . . Tough question. It requires me to travel into But are they consistent when they make this protection laws. Senator Dan McConchie: “How can we trust the soul of Governor Pritzker to determine point? Do they raise opposition when Repub- In conclusion, do I feel even the teeny-tini- him [Pritzker]?” whether he meant what he said when he said licans do the gerrymandering? For instance, est tidbit of pity for the sobbing Republicans? And Senator Jason Barickman: “He joins it, or whether he was just saying it ’cause it did they denounce Wisconsin governor Scott Hell, no. They’re shedding tears of the croc- the all-too-long list of Illinois politicians who seemed like the right thing to say at the time. Walker, a Republican, when he ratfucked the odile persuasion. In contrast, LeBron and Luka promise one thing and then do another.” Like Mayor Lightfoot on the elected school hell out of Democrats in 2011? seem sincere. v And state representative Jim Durkin . . . board, which she wholeheartedly supported Walker and his legislative allies passed a Ah, that’s enough Republican sob stories for as candidate Lightfoot—only to vociferously map that was so beneficial to the GOP that @bennyjshow 6 CHICAGO READER - JUNE 10, 2021 ll
NEWS & POLITICS Terell M. Johnson COURTESY CHICAGO PHILHARMONIC true to the idea of a “fully musician-governed organization, with a musician majority on our board.” The Chicago Philharmonic—its name since 2004—is unique in a couple of other ways as well: it operates without a union collective Lyric Opera House, where only the Lyric Opera bargaining agreement (unnecessary, Mila- Orchestra is allowed to play—will be negligi- novich says, since it’s run by musicians), and ble. The move was announced three years in without formal auditions. No longer so closely advance, and “we planned for it,” she says. tied to the Lyric orchestra, it maintains a list “We love the Joffrey, we have a wonderful of about 200 professional “performing mem- relationship still. We were sad we couldn’t bers.” Newcomers are evaluated in the course follow them into the Opera House, but we un- of playing a few events with them, Milanovich derstand that the rules of the Opera House are says, rather than going through the typical what they are,” Milanovich says. audition process. Since 2013, Scott Speck has As for the problems now facing classical been artistic director and principal conductor. musicians in general, they’re not so different The Philharmonic produces its own or- from the problems that gave birth to this or- chestral and chamber concerts, and has a chestra and made it unique. robust community engagement program that Chicago Philharmonic celebrated an offi- includes mentoring music students in Chicago cial 30th anniversary last year, but its roots schools. But the major share of its revenue go back to 1979, when members of the Lyric still comes from contract work at venues like Opera Orchestra, trying to figure out how to the Auditorium Theatre and the Harris The- make a living when the Lyric season was only ater (where it’s a resident company), and its four months long, formed the Orchestra of Illi- long-standing relationship with the Ravinia nois. It was a vehicle that would allow the mu- Festival. It’ll be making the music when the sicians to perform together outside the Opera Joffrey performs there in September. House, in its own programs or as an orchestra Johnson, the new executive director, lived for hire. But it also had a disruptive structure: in Chicago from 2010 to 2015, when he moved it was to be a self-governing organization. The to Miami for a job with the New World Sym- musicians would be in charge. phony, winding up as director of both business A little background on that: In the 1990s, an development and community engagement. CULTURE international study of job satisfaction among He said Saturday’s recording session, which symphony orchestra players came to the included composer-in-residence Marcus Facing the music jarring conclusion that they were not all that happy. According to the study, these extreme- ly talented, highly trained, extraordinarily Norris’s violin concerto “Glory,” stunningly performed by guest soloist Njioma Grevious, followed by Adrian Dunn’s also stunning Re- Amid other changes, Chicago Philharmonic adds a new executive director. dedicated people, making some of the most demption (reimagined spirituals and gospel exquisite sounds ever heard for deeply ap- songs in memory of Eric Garner, George Floyd, By DEANNA ISAACS preciative audiences, ranked between factory and other Black men killed in encounters with workers and prison guards in their regard for police), is “exactly the kind of project that their own positions. I want to be bringing.” It’ll be available for But it shouldn’t have been surprising. Clas- free streaming starting June 29 on the Harris L ast week the Chicago Philharmonic Soci- novative programming that’ll carry Chicago sical musicians, like professional athletes, Theater’s website (virtualstage.harristheater. ety announced the appointment of a new Philharmonic into the future. train intensely from an early age to stand out org). v executive director, Terell M. Johnson. But he’s stepping in at what looks like a chal- in a highly competitive environment and then, A classically trained musician as well as an lenging moment. Besides the gloomy outlook unless they’re among the rare soloists, spend The Chicago Philharmonic performs a free administrator, he’ll succeed another musi- for classical music in general and the wreck- their career as a cog in a complicated machine, “Side by Side” event in person June 21 at Ping cian-turned-administrator, Donna Milanovich, age of the pandemic, which shut down the live under constant pressure to perform flawlessly Tom Memorial Park (part of the Chicago Park who’s retiring after ten years in that job—and performance that’s Chicago Philharmonic’s and exactly as dictated by someone else. In the District’s “Night Out in the Parks” initiative). more as a Chi Phil flutist and board member. lifeblood and reduced its seven-person full- typical symphony orchestra, the musicians Anyone who plays an instrument is invited They were both in the limited audience time staff to four, the group recently lost its have no control over what they play or how to join them for this same-day rehearsal at the Harris Theater Saturday night for a long-standing major gig as official orchestra to they play it. and play-along performance. Definitely no revelatory recording session that combined the Joffrey Ballet. The Orchestra of Illinois flipped the con- auditions required. Info, registration, and the Chicago Philharmonic Orchestra, under Not to worry, says Milanovich: the staff re- trol to the players. The group has since been reservations at chicagophilharmonic.org/ guest conductor Adrian Dunn, with the Adrian duction will be temporary, and the loss of the disbanded, reincarnated, and gone through a side-by-side-with-the-Chicago-philharmonic. Dunn Singers. Johnson told me the resulting Joffrey—incurred when the ballet company couple of name changes but, Milanovich says, symphonic/gospel mashup is the kind of in- moved from the Auditorium Theatre to the especially since a 2012 “restart,” has been @DeannaIsaacs 8 CHICAGO READER - JUNE 10, 2021 ll
ars poetica for early morning By Devyn Mañibo I am always rumbling, wide toward fullness, to thrill the mouth, my meds make me nauseous these days and when I can’t eat, I find another way, into my Saturday produce tumbles out of my hands, blackberries stain the bottom of my bag, my breakfast warm bread, za’atar and olive oil, slicks my chin, when I’ve scalded the coffee, mellow the bitter, a hand clutches itself, when kindness feels less possible, turn space into space, from open palms placed on red hot cheeks (mine or yours), the same photograph over and over (again), that’s how I was taught to smile, to build homes for my loves, comfort- able homes where we love in wildness and hold promises to keep each other alive, these promises alive. Devyn Mañibo is a maker, feeder, and organizer. Through poems, art objects, and gesture, she thinks intimately about the language and texture of death & desire, fullness & loss. She makes and breaks bread between Brooklyn & Chicago. Poem curated by Xandria Phillips: Xandria Phillips is the author of HULL (Nightboat Books, 2019), and the recipient of a Whiting Award. They have received fellowships from Brown University, Oberlin College, and The Wisconsin Institute for Creative Writing, and are the 2021-2023 Poetry Fellow at the Center For African American Poetry and Poetics. A biweekly series curated by the Chicago Reader and sponsored by the Poetry Foundation. FREE online programming from the Poetry Foundation Writing workshops, book clubs, podcasts, and more! Learn more about resources and opportunities at PoetryFoundation.org ll JUNE 10, 2021 - CHICAGO READER 9
NEWS & POLITICS DAN O’HALLORAN would get in the summer months, and how cold it got in the brutal winters. My aunt was my best friend. My sister and I couldn’t pro- nounce her name as children, so we called her Ah-Leen. She was my mother’s twin and she struggled with her mental health and addic- tion for most of her life. Growing up, she was over every weekend, providing respite to my mother. She’d have us recite prayers for safety before we went on drives, she would witness to people in the grocery store who she deemed were sinners and told us about the powers of Alcoholics Anonymous. As a born-again Christian, it was her job to provide people the tools to get into the kingdom of heaven. Ultimately, her belief in a kingdom trumped her will to live as she stated several times in a 13-page goodbye letter to my sister and me. She ended her own pain and suffering by suicide because she’d get to God sooner, because she was leaving us here for a better place. In October 2011 I returned to Chicago after working as a White House intern in Washing- ton. I was in transition, and had just begun my fi nal year of college at a school downtown. I pulled into my mother’s driveway on a Fri- day afternoon. Our mailman was new. The mail had been arriving later and later in the day since his ESSAY start some months before, according to my mother. It was a warm evening and the sun The 15th floor had just begun to turn orange as I walked down our cracked asphalt driveway to cross the street to the mailbox. On suicide, grief, and the Thompson Center Bank statement, bank statement, credit card ad, Valpak savings booklet, and a pad- By DAN O’HALLORAN ded envelope from my aunt. Her beautiful penmanship was warm and easy to recog- nize. I passed it to my mother and carried on T with unpacking and reorganizing my belong- he Thompson Center cost $172 mil- a state office building; it boasts retail shopping I have a rather intimate relationship with ings, out of my car and into a bedroom in the lion to construct. Helmut Jahn, who on the ground level and a food court in the the Thompson Center, one that I’m finally house. died in a bike accident last month, basement. able to write about. On October 11, 2011, my Several minutes later my mother shouted began designing the 17-story build- The building has recently gone for sale Aunt Eileen jumped off the 15th floor inside my name. “Read it!” she yelled, shoving the ing in 1979. Located on the corner and, in time, may see demolition as state em- the atrium and fell to the building’s bulls- letter and envelope in my hand. The envelope of State and Lake, it was originally known as ployees move to 555 West Monroe, saving the eye-like basement in a successful attempt at contained a car key, the address to a U-Haul the State of Illinois Center, and named after city millions in upkeep and real estate costs taking her own life. She was the fi fth person storage facility, and a short letter. The letter its keeper, then-Illinois Governor James R. each year. Many Chicagoans have offered to commit suicide since the building opened read something along the lines of “Dear Mau- Thompson. After Thompson left office, he their stories and opinions on the structure in 1985. reen, I’ve decided to go to heaven. I love you contributed to Illinois’s long-standing history over the years. Some consider the vast inte- My aunt worked in the building during and I’ll miss you. Tell Danny and Meghan I of political corruption by having his firm rep- rior atrium as a thing of beauty, while others the 80s and 90s and had been present when love them. Take care.” resent Governor George Ryan pro bono. The claim the outside to be a typewriter-esque people had jumped from various floors be- My mother’s face twisted in knots. She had Thompson Center serves as a train station and eyesore. fore. She told me about how hot the building been on edge for the past year after fi nding 10 CHICAGO READER - JUNE 10, 2021 ll
NEWS & POLITICS plan together, just us. My uncle spurted curse words and the One of the police officers clicked their trooper retaliated by trying to “calm” the radio. “There has been a report of a jumper at situation. There was a threat of arrest and the Thompson Center.” My mother wailed. it turned into some strange macho shouting We were ushered into the back of a police match. It was evident that the trooper had SUV. My mother sat in front, my six-foot-four, never encountered something like this be- 250-pound uncle and I squeezed into the fore. Nothing made sense at this point. back. Our knees pressed against the hard It was well into the night now, and we exit- plastic bench as the officer pulled away from ed the building across from the still taped-off my aunt’s building. Thompson Center. Police officers stood guard We sped to the I-90 expressway. The at the entranceways. weather was great, but the Kennedy was a I don’t remember if the police or a friend parking lot. The police officer fl ipped on the of my uncle drove us back to my aunt’s apart- sirens and we rode the shoulder of the high- ment. I do remember being westbound on the way some 15 miles downtown. Kennedy, passing the still packed eastbound As the skyline grew closer, a tire popped. traffic into the city. The front right of the vehicle dipped, but We bid farewell to my uncle when we ar- the officer drove on. The sky’s orange began rived at the apartment. My mother and I got to darken as we pulled off the highway into our car; it was nearly one in the morning onto Washington. The shiny glass-paneled when I pulled into our driveway. My mother Thompson Center grew closer and closer as slinked up the stairs. Her face was bright red we passed underneath the el tracks. and full of sorrow. She went to sleep. Yellow caution tape flapped in the wind I paid a visit to the Thompson Center around the east side of the building. Two this January. I reached out to the building state troopers with wide-brimmed hats stood manager to ask if I could take photos for this in wait for our arrival. By the time we climbed story. They asked if I could provide the $125 out of the back of the car it was maybe 7 PM. dollar leasing fee for access to the building’s We were coldly informed there was a atrium, basement, and second floors for one suicide. The person who jumped made their hour. Looking up from the basement of the way up to the 15th floor via the elevators that building, I felt as if I were standing at the bot- connected the building’s basement to the tom of a grave. It was easy to get lost in the subway station. They climbed over a barrier red-lattice ceiling and rectangular glass pan- and jumped to the bottom of the atrium floor. els reflecting light in all directions. Standing Fifteen floors plus another 30 or so feet down on the polished marble, I imagined how this into the marble floor of the food court in the intricate pattern could seem inviting from building’s basement. I asked if we could enter above. to see the aftermath. “No,” the state trooper I felt compelled to share this story before replied. the building possibly disappears. I have They informed us it was in fact my aunt avoided talking about this outside of suicide who jumped. They passed along another support groups for a decade. It’s still very yellow Scotch bubble mailer envelope. It read confusing, something I’ll never make sense The author with Aunt Eileen COURTESY DAN O’HALLORAN “To: Danny and Meghan O’Halloran” on the of. My experience as a survivor has changed front and “My sister’s cell -” on the back, with my own mental well-being. But after having her husband, my father, dead in the basement was a bomb in the room. We were racing her number neatly written below. gone through the collective trauma of the of the same house. My aunt wasn’t answering against time. One of the police officers handed me a pandemic, I’ve felt comfort in sharing hard- her phone and we agreed that we needed to The neighbor let us through the fi rst-floor plastic bag which contained my aunt’s iden- ships with others. go to her apartment. We rushed towards Jef- door. I climbed the stairs to the second-floor tification cards and shattered bloodstained If you think someone you know is strug- ferson Park. It felt like a scene from a movie. unit where my aunt lived. The door was glasses. Some of her hair was dried on near gling, just listen to them. Hear what they Each stoplight was an eternity. We pulled locked. My uncle arrived—my mother must the hinges. are willing to share. The trauma that comes up to the three-flat apartment and Eileen’s have called him. Two Chicago police officers We were consoled and ushered into a state with suicide is far, far more painful than a car was nowhere in sight. We went to the arrived just after him. building across the street. There was a report hard conversation. These days, I try to re- front door and buzzed. No answer. We As the story expanded to fit more char- that needed to be completed, and we had to be mind myself to pause and watch the flowers banged on the door. No answer. A downstairs acters, I wondered where and when I might present to do so. The state trooper was fac- bloom, to savor each sip of water. Take a deep neighbor appeared and asked what the noise see my aunt again. The police explained they tual and to the point. He shared with us that breath as the car stops at a traffic light. See was about. I watched my mother explode into couldn’t open the door without the proper he had to drive from Wheaton to downtown, the buildings around me and know that I’m tears. paperwork. Growing more upset by the min- that he hadn’t been to the city in quite some not alone. v Was my aunt hanging from the ceiling fan? ute, my mother frantically dialed my aunt on time, and what a long night he had ahead of Had she taken too many pills? It felt like there my fl ip phone. My aunt and I had a cell phone him. @danohal ll JUNE 10, 2021 - CHICAGO READER 11
PRIDE Clockwise from top: Violeta, Tayjah, Mah Nu, and Lyn Rye SAMANTHA CABRERA FRIEND much of my role there was about facilitating the space as a sanctuary and giving the space for marginalized people,” Rye says. They sug- munity in particular is incredibly great and gested creating this same sense of communi- Casa Al-Fatiha is responding to this growing ty at Earphoria for LGBTQ asylum seekers. need by providing room and board . . . I can’t Casa Al-Fatiha is working with different stress enough how desperately needed this immigrant and refugee support groups such sort of housing is,” explains Ryan Smith of as ICDI and Organized Communities Against Interfaith Community for Detained Immi- Deportations to connect asylum seekers with grants in an Instagram video. ICDI partners a sponsor and a place to stay. with Casa Al-Fatiha to offer mentorship and “That way we can make sure that people case management for those living in the landing here have the resources and space house. [they need],” says Mah Nu, a musician, resi- One of the asylum seekers is Luis Martinez. dent, and cofounder. “My priority is to make After spending time in Otay Mesa Detention sure that there is space that is comfortable Center in California, Martinez, a political and conducive and deserving of the people exile from Honduras, found a home this that are going to be here.” spring at the colorful, plant- and music-fi lled Nu ensures each newcomer has a room pre- house. pared especially for them. There’s an open Martinez, the fi rst of three asylum seekers invitation to join in cooking, gardening, and HEALING to have stayed at Casa Al-Fatiha, left Hon- sitting at a large table with others. Anyone duras after being threatened as a student can tend, harvest, and share in community A DIY music space activist for his advocacy and journalism against narcotics trafficking and killings. A space however they want to participate. It goes back to the name of the house, Rye scar across the right side of his head is a re- says. “Like the ‘opening,’ it’s like an empty transforms into a home minder of the violence that would meet him if he returned. space, a form of accompaniment . . . it’s a room that we’re guarding for someone. “Yo no puedo regresar a mi país por toda mi [Sometimes I sit] in the living room or kitchen for asylum seekers vida,” Martinez says, meaning, “I can never return to my country for the rest of my life.” with a chair that’s empty, if someone needs to come and talk, there’s an opening.” At Casa Al-Fatiha in Logan Square, two local musicians built a sanctuary for When he arrived at Casa Al-Fatiha, he Though Martinez has moved on to Califor- LGBTQ asylum seekers. wasn’t expecting to have his bed made up nia, he continues to advocate for Honduras and a room labeled with his name. The entire and against immigration detention, and By ALEXANDRA ARRIAGA AND CITY BUREAU house is welcoming and communal; Martinez stays connected with those he met at Casa remembers making himself at home in the Al-Fatiha. He says he felt at home in the shared kitchen, where he cooked up Hondu- space. He aligned with residents over politi- This story was originally published in City in-person gatherings became impossible, two ran tapado using ingredients from Mexican cal issues, coalition building, and even joined Bureau and is part of the How a Community musicians decided to transform the space’s groceries nearby. A deep orange living room in protest outside the Chicago Spotify office Heals series. art and music legacy into a new one. facing the street welcomes visitors, full with to support the Chicago chapter of the Union E Rooted in the same sense of community shelves of plants and a piano. A disco ball of Musicians and Allied Workers who feel ach Saturday outside a squat and belonging, at Casa Al-Fatiha immigrants hangs over a large wooden picnic table where exploited by the streaming platform. Logan Square bungalow, people find free community housing and support residents gather to eat and chat. Since Martinez has gone on his way from in the community know they can where they can process, rest, and heal from That feeling of welcome is central to this the house, new asylum seekers and a formerly come by for items like milk, eggs, their experiences in immigration detention house. “Al-Fatiha means ‘the opening’ in incarcerated LGBTQ person are beginning to fruit, and clothing. Some neigh- centers. Arabic, it’s the fi rst chapter of the Quran, it’s fi nd a home there. Currently, there are three bors come prepared with carts to take home a “We’re not caseworkers; we’re not social also the Lord’s prayer in Islam,” says Rye, rooms available and organizers plan to offer whole box. workers. We’re here to be peers, we’re here who is Muslim and moved into the house as more housing in the future. A newcomer from This weekly food distribution began last to be a community, we’re here to be room- it transitioned to Casa Al-Fatiha. “You say Mexico has been staying there and already spring as the small house transitioned from mates,” says Lyn Rye, one of the cofounders it five times a day, it’s the name of a prayer feels at ease. Rye said she told them “it didn’t a hostel, garden, and interdisciplinary arts of Casa Al-Fatiha. “We’re here as equals and I and also the word for opening. This space is feel new, but like a home she’s been away space for local artists to a sanctuary for think that’s a real plus in some ways.” a form of accompaniment, the openhearted- from for a long time.” v LGBTQ asylum seekers released from immi- Finding housing is a significant hurdle for ness that we feel, so that’s why we named it gration detention, calling it Casa Al-Fatiha. asylum seekers who can’t access government Casa Al-Fatiha.” Casa Al-Fatiha is fundraising on Patreon and Here they could find a place to rest their assistance and aren’t allowed to work for a Rye says they got the idea to create a accepts donations on Cash App at $casaalfa- heads and a community to rely on. year or often longer. There is a growing need sanctuary space from their work at Masjid tiha to support rent for LGBTQ asylum seekers The house, formerly known as Earphoria, for housing specifically for asylum seekers Al-Rabia, a BIPOC-led and LGBTQ-affi rming and people released from detention. once kept a schedule abundant with open who identify as LGBTQ in the U.S. Islamic community center focused on spiri- mikes, potlucks, and weekly shows. When “The special need for housing for this com- tual support for marginalized Muslims. “So @alexarriaga __ @city_bureau 12 CHICAGO READER - JUNE 10, 2021 ll
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PRIDE QUEER COMMUNITY planned to ban rap music and the owner of “It’s not about just sitting down for an hour The fight for inclusion in local costume shop Beatnix called the po- of training, they need to do a lot of introspec- lice on a Black man who complained about tion and reflection and growing,” Camp says. Northalsted is not over Confederate flag merchandise. The Center on Halsted also came under fire around “Maybe they do realize that it’s going to be a lot of work. And that’s why they don’t want to that time over its now-scrapped contract do it.” After a much-delayed name change of the neighborhood, there is still work to with a security fi rm owned by a local police Despite what activists have called the be done. officer with a racist and violent past in the board’s refusal to reform, many say the community. neighborhood can be a place for every mem- By ADAM M. RHODES After the murder of George Floyd at the ber of the queer community. It’s just going hands of Minneapolis police officer Derek to take serious, and tough, work. And it’s not Chauvin, local Black and Brown entertainers work that will be done in a matter of months. M ore than six months after the Northal- beneficiary, rather than a sponsor or corpo- took to the streets in the queer enclave to lead “When we started doing this shit, we sted Business Alliance said it would rate partner. the massive Drag March for Change, which knew that we were committing ourselves to abandon the name Boystown for the Camp tells the Reader that the decision to drew thousands to the neighborhood. During a lifetime of doing this work and that it was city’s principal queer enclave, business lead- continue to use the Boystown name is “disap- the event, speakers including celebrated drag going to take more than a few months or a few ers in the community have made few changes pointing” but “not at all surprising.” performers Lucy Stoole, Shea Couleé, and Jo years to actually see some lasting change in and continue using the moniker that many “They clearly don’t have an interest in MaMa repeatedly blasted ongoing racism in the community,” Stoole says. “So, I am very have called misogynistic and transphobic. having a radical change of heart,” Camp says. the neighborhood’s nightlife scene. hopeful for it, but I’m also not letting myself The NHBA, the chamber of commerce in “I don’t think they even fully understand Stoole tells the Reader that the board’s in- get too happy or forget about the work that the neighborhood, in late September 2020 that the problem that we are speaking about activity merely exemplifies their true focus, is yet to be done and the people who are still released the results of a survey about the is that they need to change their hearts and profit over people. disenfranchised and not receiving the help community name after a petition calling for their minds.” “It just reinforces some of the ideas that I and the support that they need.” v the Boystown name to be changed, led by But in response to criticism from Camp already had about them, which is that they local queer activist Devlyn Camp (also a past and others, Northalsted Business Alliance couldn’t really care less about the actual @byadamrhodes Reader contributor), made national head- President Ramesh Ariyanayakam, who runs community involved in this community,” lines. The petition offered up the name Lega- the Kit Kat Lounge in the neighborhood, tells Stoole says. “And all they really care about is cy Walk instead, in recognition of the outdoor the Reader that the chamber was focused the money.” queer history exhibit of the same name in the on weathering the pandemic rather than Camp and other critics say that while they neighborhood. scrubbing Boystown from the streets and its are upset by the board’s decision, it’s not sur- In response, even though the chamber websites as quickly as possible. prising given the makeup of the mostly white said at the time that survey takers mostly “Our focus was on maintaining and keep- board, and its own struggles with diversity. supported keeping the Boystown name, it ing communications intact for the 100 or so Out of 11 members of the NHBA board, only would be using “Northalsted” to refer to the businesses that we have as members, and one is a woman, who is also one of only two neighborhood, though any official change they rely on us for as much information, as people of color. would have to come from city officials. much guidance as possible as to how to pivot Last summer, the board hired Jes Schein- “To acknowledge and welcome all mem- in their particular industry,” Ariyanayakam pflug, of Praxis Group, to facilitate diversity bers of the LGBTQ+ community, the chamber says. training for the board and business leaders. will discontinue using the name Boystown in He adds that the aforementioned website But in a recording of a training obtained by marketing and revert to the long-standing is also from 2019, and just wasn’t updated the Reader, board members can be heard name Northalsted,” NHBA said at the time. before the launch in order to save money and making numerous transphobic and oth- But banners bearing the Boystown name because the PrideFest particulars are still erwise offensive comments that call into were removed from light poles throughout being worked out with the city. question the body’s ability to represent the the neighborhood only days ago. Businesses But Camp and others still harshly criti- spectrum of the queer community. still use the name in marketing materials, cized the decision to keep using the name, Additionally, in June 2020, the Black, even those seemingly disseminated by the particularly in light of past promises. trans-led south side LGBTQ+ community cen- chamber. Some critics also told the Reader “It’s understandable that COVID issues ter Brave Space Alliance accused the cham- that the group has privately encouraged would keep them from making these changes ber of tokenizing the group and its leadership businesses to continue using the purportedly quickly,” Camp says. “However, one of the “for clout” as part of a NHBA-sponsored retired moniker. things many activists are asking for is just a Black Trans Lives Matter protest that was And when the chamber announced this list of what actions they’re going to take.” eventually canceled. year’s PrideFest celebration, slated for Oc- Camp also says the decision to change the Ariyanayakam tells the Reader that since tober due to the ongoing pandemic, NHBA neighborhood’s nickname isn’t separate from then, the board engaged with another con- called it “a love-fi lled celebration of diversity, the ongoing struggle with racial equity and sultant and has had several diversity training equality, and the Chicago LGBTQ+ communi- misogyny in the mostly white neighborhood. sessions and seminars for the board and its ty . . . in the Boystown neighborhood.” A spate of racist incidents shook the members. But without more meaningful ef- New signs replace the “Boystown” banners in the The PrideFest website lists the NHBA as a community in 2019, after a local bar said it forts, Camp says the training does little good. north side neighborhood. ADAM M. RHODES 14 CHICAGO READER - JUNE 10, 2021 ll
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PRIDE Queer to the Left was active from the late 90s through 2005. COURTESY THERESE QUINN known as Queer to the Left (Q2L), a small but lively group of like-minded organizers who, over the course of the late 1990s and early 2000s, would raise hell against gentrification, the death penalty, homonormativity, and plen- ty more. Though their impact is less obvious and more localized than forebears like ACT UP, which many Q2L members were involved in a few years before, the group nevertheless sustained defiantly radical queer politics in the face of increasing conservatism, all carried out on a neighborhood level. “At one point, the Chicago Free Press de- scribed us as some ragtag group, and I got really upset. I thought they were trying to be dismissive of us,” says Joey Mogul, a lawyer with People’s Law Office and Q2L member. “But then I realized we really just were a rag- tag group, and in the age of the nonprofit-in- dustrial complex, I’m sort of proud of that.” “I t’s Time To End The Gay Rights Move- ment As We Know It” set to words sentiments that were increasingly prevalent amongst a particular queer activist milieu in the mid-90s. Although AIDS contin- ued to shape queer people’s lives, the gradual introduction of antiretroviral treatments was enough for many wealthier community mem- bers who could afford treatment to shift their HISTORY who gathered at a conference for the National focus toward other ends like gay marriage. Gay and Lesbian Task Force (now known as Andrew Sullivan’s moratorium on the AIDS Queer to the Left the National LGBTQ Task Force) in 1998 to epidemic, “When Plagues End,” was published discuss counterstrategies. That meeting in in November 1996, coincidentally the same turn sparked the writing of “It’s Time To End year that ACT UP’s Chicago chapter stopped came to raise hell The Gay Rights Movement As We Know It,” a broadside full of rage against the increasing organizing. “Before it was Queer to the Left, it was a The group rejected the mainstream gay rights movement and normativity of the wider movement. nameless coalition of queer women who were kept alive the spirit of radical LGBTQ+ activism. The opening lines of the provocation set the sick of queer white men running everything,” tone: says Dawne Moon, now an associate professor By ANNIE HOWARD of social and cultural sciences at Marquette “Gay conservatives. Gay credit cards. University. “There were ten or 12 of us who Stonewall commemorative neckties. Mass had been in ACT UP and Queer Nation who just H eading into the 21st century, queer pulses of groups like AIDS Coalition to Unleash obsession with gay marriage. Clinton as decided that we were going to do something activism was at a crossroads. While Power (ACT UP) shifted from center stage and ‘our best hope.’ Diamond-studded red rib- different.” the AIDS epidemic was far from over into the margins of the community. bons for sale at Tiffany’s. Professional les- But if Sullivan could argue that AIDS was for the millions of people who lacked access This split came to a head with planning for bian and gay ‘leaders’ charging exorbitant over in a year in which the disease claimed to adequate health care and could not afford the Millennium March on Washington, held in speakers fees. Proclamations of the ‘end of nearly 34,000 lives in the U.S. and more than 1 expensive antiretroviral therapy—which cost 2000. While radical groups wanted the event the AIDS epidemic.’ If this is the ‘gay rights million globally, other queer activists refused thousands of dollars a year even with insur- to emphasize universal health care as the focal movement,’ it’s way beyond reform.” to let the disease’s legacy slip away so easily. ance—many larger gay organizations had point of the rally, HRC, one of the event’s main Although AIDS was no longer the primary moved on from the issue. With gay marriage organizers, instead focused on faith, family, This salvo was the opening cry for a group of motivating factor in post-ACT UP organizing and access to military services held up as and the ability to serve in the military as key queers unwilling to cede their radical politics spaces, the sense that mainstream gay groups preeminent issues by groups like the Human themes for the march. That conservative to the mainstreaming impulses of HRC and were ready to bottle up the group’s more radi- Rights Campaign (HRC), the more radical im- sensibility incensed a group of radical queers, the like. Soon thereafter, they would become cal impulses kept many in the fight as the 20th 16 CHICAGO READER - JUNE 10, 2021 ll
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